Visions: April, Genette and Michaela
If any frequent readers have been wondering about why I haven't posted many in the last few months, let me explain that I have been through a VERY bad time psychologically. I'm only posting because I had a vision during one of my few calm moments.
A few nights ago, when I had woken up before anyone else, about six o'clock or shortly after, I closed my eyes, listened to my CD and tried to sleep. I wasn't quite asleep and must have gone into meditation mode, because I could see the infamous photograph of missing Genette Tate.
I wasn't sure whether she was being pushed under the dashboard of the van or round the back, but gut tells me the former. Or pushed behind the seats. But the dashboard makes a lot of sense as any child, even one that wants to fight back, would find themselves trapped under the dashboard.
I also got a sense of '17' with hours possibly after. I also see 'fire' quite a bit with Genette, this time it was bright red. I used to assume it was because of her hair color, but when she disappeared (19th August) the constellation was Leo, which is a Fire Sign. Also, she disappeared six miles away from Ottery St Mary, where on Bonfire Night people run through the village with flaming tar barrels. Black used country roads and may have passed this area, even stopped here while taking Genette. Insane theory, but entirely possible given that if he turned back from Ottery St Mary, he'd reach the motorway.
So I'd say he held Genette for seventeen hours, putting her death at about 8am on 20th August. Maybe he didn't have a rush. After all, next day was a Sunday and maybe his delivery company closed on Sundays.
Now, April Fabb.
I got this thing about her standing near a car (possibly light green, not sure. Think Mr Bean color and make) and answering a question. I've had that for a really long time. But I just couldn't work it out.
As stated before, I have firm belief that Peter Tobin killed her. But, like the Moors victims, I think maybe he asked her in to show him somewhere. So her bicycle ended up there because it was placed there BY APRIL HERSELF!
I think that she was driven south, probably south-east, but still near Metton. Before Tobin showed his true colors.
Years ago, I think I had a picture of April, maybe bound, underneath a bush, undiscovered. I don't know if it was a vision or even April, but if she is found like this, it may steer suspicion toward Tobin.
Michaela Garecht was in slightly similar circumstances to Genette. In November 1988, she was abducted outside a grocery recovering her scooter in Haywood, California, 5,000 miles from both Genette and April. I received her vision while I was in a car in the dark.
I saw her, probably in the back of a car, heading south-west. Or maybe south by south-west. It was an interstate with a city skyline, but it was unbelievably faint; almost like looking at someone through the fog or with the sunset in your eye. It was in the corner of my eye.
I believe she went to a house in the suburbs. For years, I've been confused over whether she is dead or alive. Sometimes yes, sometimes no. Another blog stated she was dead, but that isn't what I think. Sylvia Browne said she was dead, but because of her track record, whenever she says a child is dead, I presume they are alive and vice versa.
But I remember her lying down by a kitchen unit. White. Looking up. Fire, again. Maybe a place name?
This is the most important bit. Maybe the 'dead' is because she called herself 'dead' - her previous life was 'dead'. Maybe, as with Jessyca Mullenberg, she genuinely forgot her old life. The flames could 'cleanse' her old life.
As with Shawn Hornbeck, I think her abductor tried to kill her. Maybe she agreed to block out her life to please him. Maybe she really DID think she was his sister/cousin/niece or something (he was probably too young to have a daughter)
I can believe this scenario.
When I was little, I had endless panic attacks and was mentally miserable and slightly unstable. As a result, aside from television and a few school lessons, I have almost no memory of my life between the ages of six and eleven.
How bad were my attacks and memory locks? Well, it could go anywhere from raging like an animal and attacking people to watching the same program all day.
Trust me, I have had help and I am now a well-adjusted person. I am sensible, I can be able to do things in public and I am beginning to have confidence in myself.
I am not crazy.
I am not a fraud like Sylvia Browne was accused was.
I really do believe I see missing and murder victims.
If you have any cases you would like to submit, see The Charley Project or Doe Network.
