Friday 13 November 2015

Visions: April, Genette and Michaela

Visions: April, Genette and Michaela

If any frequent readers have been wondering about why I haven't posted many in the last few months, let me explain that I have been through a VERY bad time psychologically. I'm only posting because I had a vision during one of my few calm moments.

A few nights ago, when I had woken up before anyone else, about six o'clock or shortly after, I closed my eyes, listened to my CD and tried to sleep. I wasn't quite asleep and must have gone into meditation mode, because I could see the infamous photograph of missing Genette Tate.

I wasn't sure whether she was being pushed under the dashboard of the van or round the back, but gut tells me the former. Or pushed behind the seats. But the dashboard makes a lot of sense as any child, even one that wants to fight back, would find themselves trapped under the dashboard.

I also got a sense of '17' with hours possibly after. I also see 'fire' quite a bit with Genette, this time it was bright red. I used to assume it was because of her hair color, but when she disappeared (19th August) the constellation was Leo, which is a Fire Sign. Also, she disappeared six miles away from Ottery St Mary, where on Bonfire Night people run through the village with flaming tar barrels. Black used country roads and may have passed this area, even stopped here while taking Genette. Insane theory, but entirely possible given that if he turned back from Ottery St Mary, he'd reach the motorway.

So I'd say he held Genette for seventeen hours, putting her death at about 8am on 20th August. Maybe he didn't have a rush. After all, next day was a Sunday and maybe his delivery company closed on Sundays.

Now, April Fabb.

I got this thing about her standing near a car (possibly light green, not sure. Think Mr Bean color and make) and answering a question. I've had that for a really long time. But I just couldn't work it out.

As stated before, I have firm belief that Peter Tobin killed her. But, like the Moors victims, I think maybe he asked her in to show him somewhere. So her bicycle ended up there because it was placed there BY APRIL HERSELF!

I think that she was driven south, probably south-east, but still near Metton. Before Tobin showed his true colors.

Years ago, I think I had a picture of April, maybe bound, underneath a bush, undiscovered. I don't know if it was a vision or even April, but if she is found like this, it may steer suspicion toward Tobin.

Michaela Garecht was in slightly similar circumstances to Genette. In November 1988, she was abducted outside a grocery recovering her scooter in Haywood, California, 5,000 miles from both Genette and April. I received her vision while I was in a car in the dark.

I saw her, probably in the back of a car, heading south-west. Or maybe south by south-west. It was an interstate with a city skyline, but it was unbelievably faint; almost like looking at someone through the fog or with the sunset in your eye. It was in the corner of my eye.

I believe she went to a house in the suburbs. For years, I've been confused over whether she is dead or alive. Sometimes yes, sometimes no. Another blog stated she was dead, but that isn't what I think. Sylvia Browne said she was dead, but because of her track record, whenever she says a child is dead, I presume they are alive and vice versa.

But I remember her lying down by a kitchen unit. White. Looking up. Fire, again. Maybe a place name?

This is the most important bit. Maybe the 'dead' is because she called herself 'dead' - her previous life was 'dead'. Maybe, as with Jessyca Mullenberg, she genuinely forgot her old life. The flames could 'cleanse' her old life.

As with Shawn Hornbeck, I think her abductor tried to kill her. Maybe she agreed to block out her life to please him. Maybe she really DID think she was his sister/cousin/niece or something (he was probably too young to have a daughter)

I can believe this scenario.

When I was little, I had endless panic attacks and was mentally miserable and slightly unstable. As a result, aside from television and a few school lessons, I have almost no memory of my life between the ages of six and eleven.

How bad were my attacks and memory locks? Well, it could go anywhere from raging like an animal and attacking people to watching the same program all day.

Trust me, I have had help and I am now a well-adjusted person. I am sensible, I can be able to do things in public and I am beginning to have confidence in myself.

I am not crazy.

I am not a fraud like Sylvia Browne was accused was.

I really do believe I see missing and murder victims.

If you have any cases you would like to submit, see The Charley Project or Doe Network.

Tuesday 18 August 2015

Operation Anagram: Jackie Ansell-Lamb

Jackie Ansell-Lamb


Jackie Ansell-Lamb was killed on 8th March 1970 or just after.

Jackie was eighteen years old when she was killed whilst hitchhiking north from London.

Her body was found on 14th March 1970 by a farmer, in Square Wood, Mere, near Knutsford. After investigating, police found that a witness remembered a girl fitting her description getting into a car at Keele service station between four and five. She had worn a blonde wig, false eyelashes, a dark blue maxi coat and maroon patent boots.

Over the weekend that she vanished, 40,000 people went to Manchester’s European football match. A lot of people had travelled on the M6.

In 1990, DNA from the case matched up with the Barbara Mayo case. Barbara was killed six months later; she had been hitchhiking north too.

Peter Tobin is considered a suspect.

As this was my first case for a victim known to have died, I asked what happened on her last day.

The first rune is Thurisaz, merstave.

Danger, defencelessness, betrayal, hatred, torment, lies. Rape.

This could be either her situation or the situation of hitchhikers themselves, especially the female ones. But I’d say that she let her guard down and she was ‘betrayed’ by her killer using her trust.

The second rune is Sowilo, merkstave. False goals, bad counsel, false success, loss of goals, 
destruction, justice. Wrath of God.

This is interesting.

Could the ‘goals’ mean Manchester? Her aim of getting there, obviously, but maybe the match? What was the score? Can any of you remember? Did a parent, grandparent, a friend, go to that match?
If you do, that could really help.

The justice could mean that this case will be solved. Jackie – and Barbara – will get justice.

The wrath of God could mean the killer getting a just punishment, but I am also reminded of the St Christopher medals in Tobin’s possession. St Christopher is the patron saint of travellers. It would make sense if a hitchhiker had one.

Could it belong to Jackie?

I want to do readings on the jewellery, but never really got round to it. In fact, I apologize for the length of time between readings. I have had a busy – and mentally stressful – life.

The third rune is Ehwaz, merkstave.

A change is craved, feeling restless or confined in a situation. Mistrust, betrayal.

The restlessness and confined in a situation makes me think. Could the restless be Jackie asking her kidnapper where they were going? Was she thinking they were going the wrong way? Was she annoyed that they weren’t getting anywhere? She could be irritated that they weren’t near where she wanted. Was she now anxious?

Or even, could she have been tied up by now? Tobin tied his victims with their bras. However, the Bible John victims weren’t found like that, so maybe he hadn’t started it yet.

The fourth rune is Kenaz, merkstave. Disease, instability, lack of creativity. Nakedness, exposure, false hope.

I assumed they are in a lay-by or somewhere private. Woodland? A car park? I’d say she had her clothes taken off. Was she found naked?

False hope may mean her thinking, was this man going the right way? She could have been telling herself she hadn’t made a mistake.

The fifth rune is Mannaz, merkstave.

Self-delusion, depression, cunning, slyness, manipulation, craftiness. Expect no help.

This could describe Tobin. He acted like a gentleman, but was nasty and violent. Somehow, he reminds me of Claude Duval, the highwayman who danced with a woman during a robbery.

The sixth rune is the blank rune, which could mean this is in the hands of the universe.

The seventh rune is Ingwaz, merkstave. Impotence, movement without change, production, toil, work.

Maybe she’s trying to get out. She knows what she’s in now.

The eighth rune is Raido, merkstave.

Crisis, rigidity, injustice, irrationality, disruption, possibly death. I’d say that she’s dead now and she may realise. Maybe she floats above as she wonders where she’s going – both on the road and perhaps, going to another plane.

The last rune is Jera.

A time of peacefulness and happiness. A promise of success earned. Life cycle, everything changes in time.

This one makes me feel sad and pleased. She finally realises what’s happened to her. Was there anyone waiting for her? Her life cycle is over, possibly all of her lives on Earth.

This poor girl has now had her life ended, in a most disgusting way, but the thing is, she’s at peace now.

If there’s anyone you want me to do a reading now, please write in the comments below.

Sunday 31 May 2015

John David Gosch

John David Gosch


Now, for the first American case. Most of you will be familiar with Johnny Gosch.

Johnny disappeared from Des Moines, Iowa, on September 5th 1982. He was twelve years old. There is a conspiracy theory that Gosch was taken for a government conspiracy ring, one which possibly involved pedophilia.

But I am NOT going to see if the THEORIES are true. I’m going to see what happened to Johnny.

The first rune is Fehu, merkstave. Loss of personal property, esteem, or something put into an effort to keep. Some sort of failure. Greed, cowardice, stupidity, slavery, bondage.

Maybe the personal property was Johnny’s newspapers, or Johnny himself for his parents? Perhaps he noticed he was being followed and tried to run or get attention? Failing to get away.

The slavery and bondage idea makes me think of a Stockholm situation, maybe one that he is still in emotionally?

The second rune is Isa, merkstave. Dullness, blindness, treachery, illusion, betrayal, ambush, plots. Maybe he was ambushed as he made his way there? Or someone he thought he trusted had a hand in this? I’m not suggesting anything, but most crimes are committed by people the victim knows.

Followers will know that before I did a reading for Suzanne Lawrence, I got this rune. This meant she is now dead. I do not know if this is the truth for Johnny, but I am just putting this out there. Anyway, I have not felt, whenever I see his picture, of him dying as a child.

The third rune is Sowilo, merkstave. False goals, bad counsel, gullible, justice, ending vanity. Could this perhaps be a future in store? The idea of ‘bad counsel’ reminds me of the theory, but I am NOT SUGGESTING ANYTHING!

The justice could one Johnny will come home one way or another, so this is something positive.

It’s interesting that the two runes were ‘ice’ and ‘sun’. Maybe this could refer to a contrast of yin and yang, total opposites in close proximity, how different his home life and life after the abduction are? Someone who appears to be good but is bad, or vice versa? Or maybe I’m just thinking too much into it.

The fourth rune is Kenaz. Vision, knowledge, creativity, harnessed power, fire of transformation and regeneration, to create your own reality, open to new strength, energy and power as of now. Passion, sexual love.

Another fire one. Interesting. Maybe this is emotional strength Johnny is experiencing by being with these people? The sexual love does indicate pedophilia, but maybe he is not showing emotion, a ‘stiff upper lip’? (Which were actually invented by the Americans, by the way)

The fifth rune is Nauthiz, reversed. Constraint of freedom, distress, hard work, want, need, emotional hunger.

As would any child in this situation, I feel Johnny wants to go home. Maybe he is physically tied up on the way to wherever he was taken. The hard work by his captors or Johnny trying to escape? He wants to go home.

The sixth rune is Perthro, merkstave. Addiction, loneliness, depression. The abductor? Maybe Johnny himself after living with this for so long? Johnny could now be the strange guy you see at a bar who comes in once a week; the guy who refuses to share his past, even though you’ve known him for years; the guy who works with you that said he used to live in Iowa or the Midwest and won’t talk about it?

These could be just the tip of the iceberg or what could have happened to him. I could describe any missing person.

The seventh rune is Mannaz, merkstave. Depression, mortality, blindness, cunning, slyness, manipulation, craftiness, calculation. The cunning and slyness could mean the abductor. The craftiness especially if it is a pedophilia ring. Blindness...can Johnny no longer see? Just a suggestion.

Depression comes up again. Perhaps he is feeling depressed that he has missed out on so much with his family? This probably increased if he saw his mother again in 1997, as she claimed. How must he have felt, if he did visit? Knowing that he could never live with her again?

It pains me to say this, but perhaps that made Johnny start drinking or do something like that. He may have a criminal record under another name for being under the influence.

If that is true, it could be a start.

The eighth rune is Thurisaz, merkstave. Danger, defencelessness, betrayal, torment, lies. Rape.

Again, all the pedophilia ring allegations. I feel as if this is a really sad circumstance and that Johnny is a victim of injustice. If he is alive, then he could be depressed, maybe in an institution. He would also be a victim of rape and wouldn’t be able to tell anyone.

For his sake, I hope we find him before it’s too late.

The last rune is the blank rune. Historically, it was not used but can mean this is in the hands of the universe.

So, I feel as if Johnny is not living happily, if he is alive, and his abductor got away. If his abductor is still alive, I genuinely hope he is found and punished soon.

So, where is he?


Wealth. Giant. Children. Flame. Princes. Ice. Earth. Heavens. Sun. Divine. Decree. Horse. Rich men. Work. Heart. Salvation. Children of men.

Operation Anagram - Jill Barnard

Jill Barnard

Jill Barnard Runic Reading


Aside from a small mention in a Daily Mail article, a description of her on the above-mentioned site and the fact she may be Scottish, I know almost nothing about nineteen-year-old Jill.

She was 19 when she vanished sometime in October 1977, from London. She had been due to go flat-hunting with her sister, but never turned up. Jill was five foot four, brown hair, medium build.

Because of her physical description and the time she vanished, I suspect Peter Tobin may have murdered her. We do not know Tobin’s whereabouts at that time, but I believe at the time of another victim’s murder (coincidentally, she was also named Jill; Jill Brown, 1978) he may have lived in Essex. This disappearance was in January 1978 – only two months after Ms Barnard was seen.

The first rune is Thursiaz. Reactive force, directed force of destruction, conflict. Eroticism, a need for change. Male sexuality.

Maybe this is going straight to her attacker? Maybe she was simply dragged in? Doesn’t sound like Tobin. Maybe she realised something was wrong and she tried fighting back?

The second rune is Hagalaz, merkstave. Natural disaster, catastrophe, loss of power, stagnation. Pain, loss, suffering. Sickness, crisis. So, she’s already with whoever took her. Or maybe she was going through a hard time in her life?

This is a very difficult reading since I have been unable to find almost anything about her, expect she is a suspected Tobin victim. Even her photograph on the Daily Mail wasn’t very clear. So this is why I need to put this out there – if someone who knew Jill comes across this, maybe the puzzle will be solved?

The third rune is Nauthiz, reversed. No freedom, distress, hard work, negligence.  Necessity, deprivation, poverty, emotional hunger. Maybe this could mean Jill and her abductor?

The ‘necessity’ could be the desire for sex. Tobin would have divorced the previous year from Sylvia Jeffries – I am unsure of the date – and he may have killed Brenda Evans in Cheshire on 7th October that year.

This is why I need the date of Jill’s disappearance. If he ran away to Cheshire shortly after killing Jill, he could have come across Brenda. Knowing when people vanish is VERY IMPORTANT, not just for psychics, but the police.

The fourth rune is Tiwaz. Honor, justice, leadership, authority. Victory and success in legal matters. Could this mean that she will face justice? It’s almost forty years, but this could possibly be solved.
After all, Jennifer Cardy’s murder was solved after 30 years; Tammy Alexander has been identified after 35. It’s possible.

The fifth rune is Ingwaz, merkstave. Movement without change, production, labor, work. Could this mean either an attempt to escape, or perhaps even anyone trying to look for her?

Work, perhaps digging a grave?

The sixth rune is Kenaz, reversed. Disease, instability, nakedness, exposure, loss of illusion, false hope. Perhaps Jill knows her time has come. Maybe she lay by the grave as he dug it?

It’s a terrifying, horror-movie thought, but it is possible to be near your grave while it’s being dug.
I think she must have known no-one would help her now. I can’t imagine how terrible she must have felt, probably her life flashing before her before she was even killed.

The seventh rune is Raido, merkstave. Crisis, rigidity, irrationality, disruption, dislocation, death. She has gone now. The rigidity could be drink or drugs, fear, mortification?  The dislocation reminds me of Dinah being bent double when she was buried.

Was her killer perhaps disrupted while her grave was being dug? Tobin was spotted as he dug Dinah’s grave by a neighbour. He lied and said he was digging a sandpit for his son. Could perhaps a similar event have happened?

Maybe even, as I said the January 1978 murder was not long after, perhaps both girls are buried in the same place!

The eighth rune is Berkano, merkstave. Family problems and domestic issues. Anxiety about someone close. Loss of control, blurring of consciousness, deceit, stagnation.

I feel she is thinking, rightfully, about loved ones, before the blurring of consciousness caused by her following the light. The domestic issues could point to the fact that she was looking for a new place?

All in all, I feel that this poor young woman was abducted and likely killed not long after. But there could be justice and she might be found.

Now, for where she is.

Sharp. Thorn. Horse. Journey (train station?) riding. Car or van rental? Disease. Hospital. Flame, burn. Hail. Cold. Serpent. Vault. Bank? Heart, salvation (Heart Foundation or Salvation Army?). star. Prince. Night. Birch. Crown? Sea.

Cecil Sharp House
Estate Agent Holland Park Avenue
Huggins Edward and Sharp
Houlton and Sharp, Battersea
Sharp Courier Service
Royal Windsor Horse Show
Flying Horse Jeans
Eastminster Riding School
Stag Lodge Stables
Olympia Horse Show
The Horse Rangers Association
Redwings Horse Sanctuary
Kingston Riding Centre
Earl’s Court
Victoria Station
Thornton Heath
Borehamwood
East Tilbury
Brentwood
Woodford
St Pancreas International
East Croydon Station
Alexandra Palace
Windsor & Eton Riverside
Kingston Station
Crystal Palace
Elephant and Castle
Battersea
City Inter Rent, Poplar Place
The Crown, Grove Road
The Crown Hotel
The Crown Tavern

Monday 13 April 2015

Denise Pipitone

Denise Pipitone

Denise Pipitone is described as 'Italy's Madeleine McCann'. She was not quite four years old when she was last seen on 1st September 2004, in Mazara del Vallo, in Trapani in Sicily.
She wandered away at lunchtime from their house. Her aunt saw her at 11.45am, but she has not been seen after that.
On October 18th 2004, a security guard in Milan noticed some nomads in front of the bank he worked at. One of the girls looked like Denise, so he tried having a conversation with the child. But she didn't talk back. One of the women with her called to her, before the child answered, "Where are you taking me?"
The guard recorded this on his mobile.
Denise's mother said that that was her daughter in the video. The RIS, an Italian unit for scientific and forensic investigations, said the probability of the child being Denise was high, as the girl shared many facial traits with Denise.


The first rune is Ehwaz, merkstave. A change is craved, feeling restless or confined in a situation. Reckless haste, disharmony, mistrust, betrayal.

Maybe Denise was tired of her family? Every young child is at one time or another. How many times have you wanted to have different parents or wished they were dead? As Denise was not quite four when she vanished, this could be it.

The mistrust and betrayal makes me think that whoever took her perhaps lured her? Someone with the candy or puppy story? Or pretended they were neighbors or something? Saying that makes me think – which if someone, not necessarily her family, but maybe a neighbour, a friend’s parent, or someone from daycare or something, took her?

Elizabeth Smart was kidnapped by someone who’d worked at her house, the Wests killed their nannies and tenants. Even if it’s just a small acquaintance, abduction by someone the victim knows is far more common.

The second rune is Jera. The results of an effort are realized. A time of peace and happiness. Hopes and expectations, the promise of success, life cycle, everything changes in its own time.

Perhaps this is what her abductor feels? They may have tried to take an earlier child, or, if it was someone Denise knew, they had tried to take her before? Maybe they had a contract with someone, that they’d take a child for them?

Maybe the promise of success can also mean that one day, Denise will return?

The third rune is Thurisaz, merkstave. Danger, defencelessness, betrayal. Evil, malice, hatred, torment, lies. A bad person, perhaps rape.

It becomes clear that Denise realizes that she’s in danger now. Maybe whoever took her has shown their true colors, she wants to go home but they’re threatening her. Maybe they’ve stopped now, taken her home or to wherever they planned to go after abducting her?

Perhaps it’s a pedophile ring.

Unfortunately, combined with the other runes, this makes sense. The mistrust, the ‘stranger danger’ that is drummed into our heads from the minute we can walk and talk. Or maybe not, like I said, by abduction from someone they know.

It’s tragic that this sort of thing can happen. But we need to stop this sort of thing.

The fourth rune is Perthro. Uncertain meaning, a secret matter, a mystery. Hidden things. Initiation, knowledge of future matters. Feminine, feminine fertility, vagina.

Again, the idea of the pedophile ring comes up. Denise could now be locked away, the future matters could be her abductor or someone else planning to move her. After all, they can’t stay in the vicinity for long.

The fifth rune is Ingwaz. Male fertility, gestation, common sense, family love, caring, human warmth, the home. Rest stage, a time of relief, no anxiety.

Perhaps by now, Denise has been taken to a new home, or somewhere like one? I think back to the Steven Stayner case for this.

Steven was abducted aged seven in California in December 1972. He was taken by a man named Kenneth Parnell, who Steven mistook for a priest. He told Steven that his parents couldn’t afford to look after him anyone, moving around northern California with him. Steven was renamed Dennis and was sexually abused by Parnell. Steven only escaped in March 1980, after Parnell abducted a five-year-old. Steven escaped with him while Parnell was out.

Perhaps the same thing is happening here? If this is true, and Denise is moving around Italy or somewhere else in Europe, or beyond, maybe whoever has her will, like Parnell, decide their victim is getting too old? As of writing, Denise would be 14. Maybe her going into puberty or soon becoming a legal adult will make whoever has her decide to take another child?

If so, they may not be as lucky this time.

The sixth rune is Uruz, merkstave. Weakness, obsession, misdirected force, domination by others. Sickness, ignorance. Lust, brutality, rashness, violence.

I am reminded again of the Stayner case. Whether Denise is locked up in some cellar or attic, or whether she’s out there in some Italian high school, or wherever she lives, this guy – or maybe gal – who has her now (who MAY NOT have taken her), is mistreating her, sexually and possibly physically.

The seventh rune is Mannaz, merkstave. Depression, mortality, cunning, slyness, manipulation, craftiness. Expect no help now.

Could they be lying, tricking Denise into thinking her parents no longer wanted her? I don’t know what that poor little girl must have been feeling.

Taken from her family, abused and terrified. She probably doesn’t even remember her family any more, which makes this worse.

The eighth rune is Algiz. Protection, a shield. The urge to protect oneself or others. Defence, warding off, guardian. Following instincts. Keep hold of success. Awakening.

Could this one represent her future?

When someone else is abducted, will she offer herself to be abused instead of them? Could she now finally guess what happened to her?

If this is true, it is likely she WILL return. I CANNOT say for definite, but this reading looks as if this girl may be alive.

Now, for where she is.

Giant. Thorn. Water. Orchard? The countryside? Heavens, perhaps church? Horse. Probably by the ocean.

Giant S.r.l
Grand Hotel Faraglioni
Fountain of Giant
B&B Rose Garden
Villa Delle Rose
La Vie En Rose Di Giacalone Letizia
Cucinella Rose Ann
Regina Elena Delle Rose
Casa Vacanze Siino Delle Rose
Terra Delle Rose
Roseto degli Abruzzi
Roseto Capo Spuclico
Frutteto Place
Il Frutto della Passione
Antico Borgo Agriturismo
Andromeda Kite Surfer Heaven
Heaven Beach
Pura Estetica & Benessere
Residence Heaven, Via Torre
Settimo Cielo
Associazione Cieli Nuovi Terra Nuova
Parrocchia Madonna Dei Cieli
Condominio Cieli-Viola
Crazy Horse Saddlery

Tuesday 3 March 2015

Cheryl Morrien

Cheryl Morrien

Cheryl Morrien was seven years old when she vanished in the Netherlands on August 5th 1986. Robert Black is believed to be connected to her case; she was the right age, vanished at the right time of year (Black liked taking girls during the holidays) and Black was known to visit Amsterdam.

So, let’s see.

The first rune is Gebo, merkstave. Greed, loneliness, dependence, toll, privation. The greed could be described as Black (or whoever took Cheryl) wanting to control a victim. Maybe a physical toll on the road?

The second rune is Thurisaz. Reactive force, directed force of destruction and defence, conflict.  Eroticism, a tendency to change. Male sexuality. This could indicate that she was taken for a sexual reason.

Black was a violent person; during Jennifer Cardy’s murder, her watch was broken, Sarah Harper was thrown into a river while she was still alive, the girl he abducted in 1990 was shoved under the dashboard, as well as stuffed in a sleeping bag. The male sexuality goes with greed, indicating a violent predator.

The third rune is Perthro. A secret matter, a mystery, hidden things. Close to femininity, including the vagina. This, combined with the other two runes, does not look good for Cheryl. Black’s victims were ‘hidden’ in his van and possibly his house.

If he DID abduct Cheryl, then her circumstances would be similar to the girl he took in 1990. It is likely that Cheryl was hidden under the dashboard, or stuffed in a container, while Black drove around looking for somewhere private, bringing us back to privation.

The fourth rune is Sowilo, merkstave. Bad counsel, false success, loss of goals, destruction, retribution, justice. This does seem to confuse me. Maybe her abductor had something ‘wrong’ with her, maybe she didn’t ‘satisfy’ him. This confuses me. But there is hope, as ‘justice’ is shown, so maybe her body will be found and her abductor punished.

The fifth rune is Uruz, merkstave. Weakness, obsession, domination by others, sickness, ignorance. Lust, brutality, violence. All hallmarks of a Black abduction. The weakness and obsession could be Black’s desire to have a victim and control them. The sickness could be his desire as well, whereas ignorance could be ignoring how she felt.

This sort of thing disgusts and frightens me. How a child must have felt, no matter how well-tuned with ‘stranger danger’, when a van suddenly blocks their path and they’re dragged in, then suffering things they don’t understand. It revolts me and is part of the reason why I try and do these runes so I can help victims.

The sixth rune is Fehu, merkstave. A failure. The loss of something. Cowardice, poverty, slavery, bondage. I think by now that Cheryl has left us. I think she feels as if she has failed to survive Black; she probably still feels as if she has failed. I feel for this poor child, having to be treated like that.

The seventh rune is Hagalaz, merkstave. Catastrophe. Loss of power. Pain, suffering, loss, sickness, crisis. Again, I think this is how Cheryl feels and perhaps still feels.

The eighth rune is Jera. Hope of peace. Life cycle, the cycle of the universe. I think this one is showing that Cheryl will get some peace eventually, that her abductor will be brought to justice.

Knowing about Black and psychopaths like him make me sick to the stomach, especially that before the 1990s, these pedophiles got away with their crimes, without AMBER Alert, without the sex offender registers being public, without technology to track the children.

The ninth rune is Isa, merkstave. Egomania, dullness, blindness, treachery, illusion, betrayal, plots. These could all be what Black used, to get away with these. The betrayal could be of what I mentioned above, the fact that the law – in the Netherlands and beyond – failed their children in cases like Black’s.

Now, for where she is.

Wealth, maybe a rich place or a bank? Sea. Iron. Dockyards? Moors. Cliff. Furnish. Broken. Grain. Heaven. Water. Ice. River. Bridge. Harvest, maybe farm? Sun. Earth.

Bed and Breakfast Het Wellnest
Wealth Management B.V
North Sea Rescue and Workboats
Sun Sea Bar
Metaalhandel Broersen
Iron Offshore
Cliff Auto
Cliff Clavin
White Cliff Investments
Cliff T / S
Vintage Furnish
GRAIN Grafische Realisatie
Unlimited Grain Gallery
Glencore Grain
Heaven Nightclub
Kolenmolen de Zandhaas
Xtracold Icebar
Banketbakkerij Van der Linde
Bridges, Grand Hotel
Design Bridge Nederland
The Bridge Hotel
Harvest and Company
Devils Harvest

Saturday 28 February 2015

Genette Tate

Genette Tate

Genette Tate was thirteen years old when she vanished on 19th August 1978, in Aylesbeare, Devon, UK. She was last seen by two friends when she talked to them, before getting on her bicycle to deliver papers.

Her friends heard the bicycle clatter over. When they came over, Genette had gone and the bicycle was turned over, the newspapers scattered.

Genette has never been found, despite a search. At five foot, she would have looked much younger than thirteen from behind. In 1994, Robert Black was named as a likely suspect. Since then, he has been named by most sources as the murderer. In 2014, prosecutors looked at bringing charges against him.

As mentioned in my readings about Ramona Herling and Suzanne Lawrence, Black targeted young girls. He gave away information about Genette’s area, had been in nearby Exeter the day she vanished, he targeted girls on bicycles and in rural areas.

Unlike April Fabb and Suzanne Lawrence, who were later suggested to be victims of Peter Tobin, Black has always been the prime suspect, despite Peter Tobin and I think once Fred West, being suggested.

The first rune is ‘Ehwaz’, reversed. A change is craved, feeling restless or confined. Reckless haste, mistrust, betrayal. If I am right with whom I believe Black took, Genette would have been the first on a bicycle. Maybe that was the change. The reckless haste could be her bicycle being turned over when struck from behind, which almost certainly happened.

The second rune is ‘Jera’, merkstave. Sudden setbacks, a major change, bad timing, conflict. Of course, the setback would be Genette’s surprise, the bad timing was simply being out when Black was driving through her village. The conflict could be an attempted escape or Genette struggling.

The third rune is ‘Eihwaz’. strength, reliability, providing motivation and a sense of purpose. Sights are set on a reasonable target and goals can be achieved. Black had probably been longing for a victim for some time. If I am right, his last victim would have been in Ireland in March 1977, almost eighteen months prior. The novelty would have worn off. I also read that a year later, he tried another abduction in the same area.

Maybe he had been on earlier trips, looking round for a young victim. The idea of ‘setting eyes on a reasonable target’ may be sighting her as he drove round a corner and thought that she was his ideal victim. While this abduction was not planned, it was done by somebody who wanted to abuse a child.

The fourth rune is ‘Sowilo’, merkstave. False goals, bad counsel, false success, loss of goals. Destruction, justice, casting down of vanity. Vanity is something that psychopaths like Black have. The worst psychopaths only think of themselves and refuse to say what crimes they have done. But this rune could mean that there will be justice for Genette’s loved ones.

The false goal could maybe be a traffic incident or something that forced Black to change his route slightly. The false success? Maybe he worked out that Genette was not as young as she seemed, either by when she was still alive or by local papers he almost certainly picked up if he drove through there soon after.

The fifth rune is ‘Gebo’, merkstave. Greed, loneliness, obligation, privacy, bribery. The greed and loneliness may translate to the pedophile’s determination for abducting a victim. The privacy? That’s obvious.

The sixth rune is ‘Uruz’. Physical speed and untamed potential. Freedom, action, energy, strength, sudden or unexpected changes. Sexual desire, masculine potency. All of these describe Black. I think at this point, after probably coming across a traffic problem, he’d stopped, then attacked Genette.
It revolts me how someone could do this.

The seventh rune is ‘Ingwaz’, merkstave. Impotence, movement without change. Production and work. An attempt to escape? That would be an automatic reflex. Or perhaps she was dying?

The eighth rune is ‘Berkano’, merkstave. Family problems or domestic trouble. Anxiety about someone close. Carelessness, loss of control. Blurring of consciousness, deceit. Genette’s father is accused of abusing her.

What a tragic and ironic life Genette had. Abused by her father, allegedly, then murdered by a complete, psychopathic stranger. I am DEFINITELY not saying there is any karma in this, but I think that cases like this are to teach people that some things relating to abuse CANNOT be ignored.

The ninth rune is the blank rune, which is not historical, but can be seen as this is in the hands of the universe.

Now, to see where she could be.

Water. Iron. Moor. Gift, perhaps a shopping area? Generosity, perhaps a charity? Harvest, a farm? Yew. Earth. Birch. Poplar. Shrub? Horse. East. House.

The first group is near Aylesbeare.

Water Babies.
Edge Watersports.
Drain Wizard.
Manor Copse.
Great Houndbeare Farm.
Iron Mill Cottage.
Ironbridge Runner.
ASH Ironworks.
Moor Farm.
Mutterton Moor Farm.
Dalwood.
Common Moor Farm.
Cr8 a Gift.
Orange Tree.
Plymtree.
Wooden Wonderful.
Sidmouth Garden Centre.
Cancer Research, Exeter.
The Seahorse Trust.
The Children’s Society.
The Donkey Sanctuary.
Woodbury.
Royal Oak Farm.
Yew Tree Farm Cottages.
Red Earth Therapies.
Wambrook.
Earth Design.
Birch, Axminster.
Bridgwater.
East Coker.
Hitts Barton Equestrian.
Sidmouth Riding Ltd.

The second group is near the Midlands Triangle.

The National Water Sports Centre.
Waltham Electronics.
Cast Iron Welding Services.
Packington Moor Farm.
Moor Hall Spa and Hotel.
Moorwood Moor Methodist Church.
Moor Farm.
Moor Cottage Farm.
Darley Moor Airfield.
Alton Towers.
Eastwood.
World of Water Aquatic Centres.
Ironville.
Carsington Water Visitor Centre.
Oxfam, West Bridgford.
Shelter Trading Ltd.
Treetops Hospice Shop.
National Forest Adventure Farm.
Manor Organic Farm.
Yew Lodge Hotel.
Yew Tree Farm.
Yew Trail.
East Leake.
Vital Earth.
Birmingham Friends of the Earth.
Uttoxter Racecourse.
River Horse.
Water’s Edge.
St Leonard’s Riding School.
East Midlands Airport.
East Midlands Trains.
East Ltd.
Animals at Home.
East Midlands Electrical Service.
Energy Saving Plus.

Friday 27 February 2015

Ramona Herling

Ramona Herling

Ramona Herling was twelve years old when she disappeared in Bad Dreiburg, Germany, in on May 11th 1989. I can find nearly nothing on her, except she was from Hoxter. While I read that Marc Dutroux may be a suspect, I personally think she was abducted by Robert Black.

Black had visited Germany, although I do not know where. Because the Cold War was still on, I believe he visited West Germany, where Bad Dreiburg is located.

Ramona disappeared going to a swimming pool. Black once worked as a lifeguard at a pool and had a fascination with little girls and swimming pools, just as he did with little girls and bicycles. If he was in Germany, she may be his victim. Also, this was just under a year before his arrest, so she would have been his last victim.

The first rune is ‘Laguz’, merkstave. A time of confusion, the wrong decisions, poor judgement, fear, avoidance. Obsession, despair, sickness. Could this be that her abductor spied on her? Maybe watched her as she left her home and followed her? Maybe she thought she knew the area and as it was a good area, nothing bad would happen to her?

The second rune is ‘Perthro’, merkstave. Addiction, loneliness, depression or dissatisfaction. An addiction could mean that whoever took her wanted something, was beyond help. Black is a psychopath. Dutroux is known as ‘the Monster of Belgium’. Either could have taken her. Maybe they wanted a different sort of girl, if they were dissatisfied? Black’s oldest known victim was eleven-year-old Susan Maxwell. Maybe twelve was a lot older than he expected Ramona to be?

Ramona was four foot, eleven inches. This could have made her look more like ten than twelve. Because Dutroux took two teenage girls, I don’t think this would have mattered to him, but it WOULD to Black.

The third rune is ‘Ingwaz’, merkstave. Movement without change, production, toil.  The idea of movement without change suggests to me that maybe she had been tied up and tried to escape? It’s all I could think of right now.

The fourth rune is ‘Raido’, merkstave. Crisis, injustice, disruption, delusion, death. Whoever took her must have killed her, also, coming quickly after the others makes me think she may have been killed not long after she was taken.

Dutroux held his victims for weeks or months before they died, either deliberately or accidental. This, again, makes me think Black or someone else is a more likely culprit.

The fifth rune is ‘Jera’, merkstave. Sudden setback, a change, reversal. Bad timing, conflict. This could be the abductor reversed his vehicle and went back, perhaps due to roadworks or an accident or something blocking the way? Maybe even deciding to head somewhere else? This reminds me of when Black was caught in 1990; he decided to go back through the village he’d taken the girl from.

Why would he do that and not look for a different way? Maybe because he’d done it before.
Ramona, dead or alive, was probably taken back through Bad Dreiburg, perhaps even along the street she’d come from!

The sixth rune is ‘Fehu’, merkstave. Loss of personal property, a failure. Greed, cowardice, slavery, bondage. This could be a reminder that she is dead, but with the rune above, I am now more certain that she was taken somewhere, killed, then driven back through Bad Dreiburg.

The seventh rune is ‘Othala’. A house, a home, group order, help in spiritual or physical journeys. Source of safety. Maybe her abductor was now in a ‘safe zone’. This could indicate more than one abductor. Black went to the Netherlands for photos, so it is not beyond belief that he had people in Germany who did the same. Maybe they asked him what was in the back and he showed them a dead girl? They could have had help burying her.

The eighth rune is ‘Wunjo’, merkstave. Sorrow, strife, possession by higher forces, raging frenzy. The sorrow and strife could be how Ramona felt after her death, but the raging frenzy could mean Black.

I keep going to Black because there is more indication in this reading that he is responsible, particularly when considering that Ramona may have died not long after her abduction, whereas Dutroux held his victims for a period of time. What we know about Black’s abductions and what happened during that time stem from two instances; Theresa Thornhill’s attempted abduction in 1988 and the abduction and assault in Stow in 1990. Both girls survived.

Theresa was asked by Black if she could fix tyres. She answered she didn’t, but he grabbed her and tried forcing her into the back of his van. She said that he swore, was rough and violent. Theresa was only saved when her friend witnessed the attack. The girl in Stow was picked up by Black, pushed under his dashboard, driven somewhere else, assaulted and stuffed in a sleeping bag. Black was caught when he tried driving back through Stow.

This raging frenzy may indicate Black’s behaviour, or that of a violent predator that was not Dutroux, which make me think that it was someone violent and who had done this many times before who committed this crime.

The last rune was the blank rune, which could either be set aside and not taken in, as there is no historical evidence for a blank rune, or this is in the hands of the universe.

Now, for where Ramona is.

East. Livestock, maybe farms? Forest. Wealth. Shelter. Harvest, again suggesting a farm. Earth. Horses. Forges, maybe an iron-works or factory? Warrior, maybe an army settlement? Estate. River. Ornaments.

Haus Kanne
Bauernhof-Pension Obermuhle
Horst Ewald
Ferienlounge
Landesbetrieb Wald
Schwalenberger forest
Wildpark Neuhaus
Forstrevier Teutoburger
Commerzbank
Shelter e.V.
Kindertagespflege ‘Shelter Ranch’
Tierheim Wau Mau Insel
Hof Kisker Pferdepension
Rattenfangerhotel Berkeler Warte
nautraMUNDO
Ernte Service GBR
Harvest Forsttechnik GmbH
CLAAS KGaA mbH
Horse Paradise
Iron Horse GmbH
River Fleischereibedarf
St. Johannisstift
Waldau Army Airfield
Us-zenek

Thursday 19 February 2015

Operation Anagram: Jill Brown

Operation Anagram: Jill Brown




Runic Reading: Jill Brown

Jill Brown, 19, vanished on 3rd January 1978, from Dovercourt, Essex. She left her home to go and work at the local launderette, but she never arrived. She didn’t take anything with her to show she was leaving home, but she also suffered from a rare illness. She was five foot two, with brown hair. All of these make me think she may be a victim of Peter Tobin.

So, let me see the runes.

The first rune is ‘Isa’. Standstill, to wait, a challenge or frustration. Sadly, I take this rune to mean she may be dead. Considering she had an illness and needed medication, this is not unlikely, but the fact that I think she could be a Tobin victim also stands out.

The second rune is the blank rune. I will ignore this one, since there is no evidence that these were used historically.

The third rune is ‘Mannaz’. The individual. Your attitude towards others and them towards you. Intelligence, create, skill, ability. Awareness. I am not certain if this points towards Jill or Tobin, if he is involved. But the ‘skill’ and ‘awareness’ could be Tobin’s charm of tricking his victims into stopping and listening before he attacks.

The fourth rune is ‘Othala’. Inherited possessions, perhaps a house or home. What is important to a person, perhaps significant value? Land of birth, spiritual heritage. Experience, fundamental values, source of safety, increase and abundance. The problem is, this is a positive rune, but the idea of a house or home makes me think maybe she never left her home, maybe he attacked there?

We don’t know where Tobin was in 1977 and 1978, so maybe he lived in Dovercourt. He could have gone to her home, or invited her to his. Maybe the ‘experience’ means his experience in killing?

The fifth rune is ‘Gebo’ merkstave. Greed, loneliness, obligation, toll, privation, bribery. The ‘greed’ could be Tobin wanting a victim. Maybe he offered her help with something or relating to a job? Could that be the obligation? The privation could be that she lacked items. As she worked in a launderette, I think she may not have had much. Perhaps tobin offered her some things to help her and lured her?

The sixth rune is ‘Dagaz’, merkstave. A completion, ending, limit, blindness, hopelessness. I am now certain that she was killed. If this is combined with the other runes, Isa makes sense and she might have been killed in a home.

The seventh rune is ‘Fehu, merkstave. Loss of personal property, cowardice, slavery, bondage, it implies failure. Failure maybe because Jill trusted the wrong person? Loss of life? The bondage could be that Tobin bound her before attacking her, maybe she is still bound, as Dinah was found.

The eighth rune is ‘Wunjo’, merkstave. Sorrow, trife, alienation, intoxication, possession by higher forces, raging frenzy.The intoxication makes me think of how he drugged Vicky and Dinah, as well as making the two girls he attacked in 1993 drunk. He could have offered Jill a sedated drink or alcohol. Then he would get on with attacking.

The ninth rune is ‘Algiz’, merkstave. Hidden danger, consumption by divine forces, loss of divine link, turning away, warning. Maybe Jill knew she shouldn’t have gone to Tobin’s house, or go by herself? It could be that, like I said with Pamela, she had a warning from angels, but ignored it.

All in all, I can safely say that it is likely this wasn’t a snatch-off-the-street abduction; this was what Tobin did with Angelika, what he would have done with Cheryl in 2005. Lure his victim, after befriending them, into being somewhere alone with him, where he would rape and kill them.

As I have no idea where Tobin was in 1977 and 1978, I can say that I believe he lived in or near Dovercourt at the beginning of 1978. Due to his travelling around, he most likely left Dovercourt a few weeks or months after killing Jill, maybe taking her body with him. As Margaret Frame is likely the next victim (died October 1978), he may have moved to Brighton next.

Now, for where Jill is.

Wealth, forest, sight. Lord? A church, maybe? It would fit with Tobin’s modus operandi. Credit. Honour. Furnish. Broken? Maybe somewhere where things are mended?
Pain. Shelter. River. Frost? Bridge? Elk, yew. Hawk. House, estate.

Santuary Care, Care Home
Manor Road
Seafield Road
Barclays Wealth
Willow Road
Forest Contracts
Ash Wood
Holbrook
River Stour
Rendlesham Forest
Thetford Forest Park
Forestry Commission
Manningtree
Ransomes Industrial Estate
Pinewood
Brightlingsea
Second Sight Productions
Essex Blind Charity
Church of Our Lady Queen of Heaven
Salvation Army
Temple of Light Spiritualist Church
Church Street
Dovercourt Church
Banks on Dovercourt High Street
Old Bank Studios
Alton Water
River Orwell
Ipswich and Suffolk Credit Union
Gardencast
Choice Carpets and Beds
Chairs N Stuff
Anna’s Attic
Broken PC Ltd
The Tendring Osteopath
Harwich and District Hospital
Dockfield Avenue
Ocean Fish Bar
Fryatt Hospital
Sato Ltd
JTF Accountants
Harwich Electric Palace Cinema
Hawk Trading Ltd
Hawk Express
Hawk Express Cabs
Yew Tree Pub
JN Estates
Emsworth Bed and Breakfast
Dairy House Farm Bed and Breakfast
Dovercourt House Care Home
The Castle Inn
Marine Parade
Marine Parade Care Home
Santuary Housing Association
Bobbit’s Hole

Friday 16 January 2015

Operation Anagram: Suzanne Lawrence

Operation Anagram: Suzanne Lawrence

The case of Suzanne Lawrence is a memorable, infamous and confusing one.

http://www.independent.co.uk/news/uk/crime/police-probe-unsolved-murders-for-tobin-link-2024780.html
http://www.doenetwork.org/cases-int/2462dfuk.html

On one hand, between 1994 and 2007, it was assumed that, with no evidence, Suzanne Lawrence was the victim of child-killer Robert Black. Black had killed three girls in the 1980s and in 2011, was convicted of killing a fourth. While I will put up suspected victims' readings on here, including Christine Markham, Mary Boyle and Cheryl Morrien, as well as ones I personally think are his, I have always considered Suzanne to be a Tobin victim.

Tobin became a suspect about 2007, to which I think there is certainly evidence for. She disappeared during the summer and Tobin was known to holiday in Norfolk. The exact date of her disappearance I have failed to find, but she resided in Harold Hill, Essex, which is on the way to Norfolk; using a small detour on Google Maps from the quickest route, it goes right through Harold Hill. She has similar facial features to Dinah McNicol, as well as suspected Tobin victims, including Barbara Mayo, Susan Long and Pamela Exall.

Right, let me do this.

Some time before I did Suzanne Lawrence, I received the ‘Isa’ rune and the ‘Berkano’ rune. Unfortunately, since ‘Isa’ means nothing has grown, this means she is dead. The ‘Berkano’ rune means, as the rune was reversed, abandon, loss of control, blurring of consciousness, deceit.

In the process of reading the runes, I accidentally took out ten runes instead of nine, but I will include the tenth anyway, as a possibility, but I will not take the tenth one as seriously.

The first rune is the ‘Jera’. This means, since it is on its side, sudden setbacks, reversals, repetition, bad timing, conflict. This would certainly explain if her murderer was a serial killer. Suzanne happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. Repetition as this was done before. Conflict; struggle?

The second rune is ‘Mannaz’, reversed. Depression, mortality, blindness, cunning, slyness, manipulation, to expect no help now. The cunning and manipulation do suggest Peter Tobin as her abductor, since he is not the sort (as far as I know) to grab a girl and throw her in his car. Maybe he faked being lost? As soon as she was in his car, she’d have no help.

The third rune is ‘Berkano’, this time upright. This one is confusing, as this is usually a positive rune, but the rune can mean ‘fertility’, ‘arousal of desire’ or ‘a love affair’. It would certainly describe a desire, from either Tobin or Black, the chance to finally have another victim. But with Tobin, ‘love affair’ may mean that he did not have a partner at the moment, being some years before he would meet Cathy Wilson. Maybe it was in his mind a twisted version of that?

The fourth rune is ‘Dagaz’. Interestingly, this rune means, translated ‘day or dawn’, perhaps a meaning to when exactly Suzanne died? The rune is on its side, which means ‘competition, ending, limit, coming full circle, blindness, hopelessness’. So my guess is that Suzanne was held overnight and killed around dawn.

As Tobin may have been heading toward Norfolk (being July, it was time for holidays) my guess is that he drove toward Norfolk after taking her, perhaps signing in to some quiet hotel or boarding house, holding Suzanne in the bedroom and killing her after a night of raping her?

But if Black took her, this would make less sense, as his being a psychopath and the fact he held Caroline Hogg - dead or alive is unknown - for four days, surely means he would have held the girl longer.

This is a very sad circumstance, but the thing remains is that she was a vulnerable fourteen-year-old and this is what happens when we don’t have AMBER Alerts and sex offender registers.

The fifth rune is ‘Gebo’. This means, as the rune is on its side, greed, loneliness, dependence, over-sacrifice, obligation, toll, privation, bribery. This could confuse me. Obviously, if Tobin is the killer, the greed makes sense, as well as privacy. But bribery is very confusing. Perhaps Tobin bribed a hotel clerk or someone not to tell anyone he was at the hotel? This would be especially likely if he phoned up and booked under his own name.

The six rune is ‘Wunjo’. It is reversed, so it means sorrow, strife, intoxication, possession by higher forces, impractical enthusiasm, raging frenzy. This can easily describe Tobin when he has killed or is killing, the intoxication could mean that he had some anxiety pills, as he did with Vicky and Dinah, or maybe simply got some alcohol and got Suzanne forcibly drunk. This could also mean he was happy that something was going his way, which would be wrong as it was illegal.

The seventh rune is ‘Raido’. The rune was on its side, meaning crisis, rigidity, injustice, irrationality, disruption, dislocation, delusion, possibly death. Well, this certainly describes what was happening, but crisis? Maybe not just for Suzanne. Tobin would want to dispose of her body quickly. But maybe there were a number of guests at wherever he was staying? Or he didn’t have an opportunity to dump her body where he wanted because of crowds? As for dislocating her body, it could be abandoning the body at a certain place – if true, she is probably not buried where he killed her – or maybe actually breaking her body to fit inside a garbage bag or suitcase or whatever he left her in. Remember, Dinah was bent double.

The eighth rune is ‘Hagalaz’, on its side. Natural disaster, catastrophe, loss of power, pain, suffering, loss, hardship, sickness and crisis. Again, all could describe Suzanne but maybe a small natural disaster, like a cliff fall, could have prevented Tobin from disposing of her quickly. We’d need to look through any records of cliff falls in July 1979 for this.

It would be a personal catastrophe for Tobin, perhaps driving around for a long time to look for somewhere to dump the body. Traffic jams? Also, when he did dump the body, he may have done as he did after Vicky and Angelika’s deaths, as well as the attempted murder of two girls in 1993. He could have faked illness and took shelter in a Norfolk hospital.

The ninth rune is ‘Fehu’ on its side. Loss of personal property, some sort of failure. Greed, burnout, cowardice, stupidity, dullness, slavery, bondage. Maybe he even forgot which suitcase or bag held Suzanne? Or stupidly left her body in the countryside during an awful traffic jam? Whatever happened, it seems disposing of her body would have been a problem. Perhaps someone even tried to help him with his bags in a traffic jam or something and he hurriedly pushed them back in his car? Perhaps he missed a spot check and he nearly was caught by someone?

All of this suggest some sort of traffic problem or collision and when the police arrived, he would have been shaking. He almost certainly would have given a false name. Again, like the cliff fall theory, this would actually be easy to look up. No-one would have noticed, even after Tobin’s arrest, because everyone was so certain Black took Suzanne.

The last rune is ‘Tiwaz’ on its side. Creative flow is blocked, injustice, imbalance,  strife, conflict, dwindling passion, difficulties in communication and separation.

Now, to find out where she is.

‘Spring’ seems to have a connection, either in place name or when she will be found. Hawk, earth, ship. Maybe close to Great Yarmouth? Birch, poplar, maybe crown. Hope.

Furniture store or something like that, maybe a cleaning company or handyman, as Tobin was, something with furnishing.

Shelter of some kind, human or animal.

Riding or horses, perhaps forging? Forging could mean Tobin forging a signature, but it could mean metal-working, so Great Yarmouth is also a likely guess.

Hail or maybe grain, farming? Wealth, either emotional or money, or forest. This could go with birch, poplar, earth, grain or maybe even horses.

A good guess is that she could be near farmland or woodland, perhaps near Great Yarmouth docks, very likely on the edge of an urban area.

Whatever the answer is, she is sadly gone and these are my best examples at what may have happened.

Quality Timber Stables

The Stables Hotel in Henham Park,

The Stables Lodge in Barney,

 Whiterails Livery Farm,

Shelter at Whitefriars House in Norwich,

Dogs Trust in Snetterton, County Cat Shelter,

Yaxham Bus Shelter,

Crown Hotel,

 The Crown Inn,

The Crown Inn in Rudham,

 The Crown Inn in Sheringham,

The Crown Hotel,

Crown Catering Equipment,

Crown Rest Home,

 Crown Care,

Banningham Crown Inn,

Hawk and Owl Trust,

Fired Earth Supply Shop in Norwich,

Earth and Turf Downham Market,

 Earth Wood and Stone Flooring Shop,

Sticky Earth Café,

Spring Floral Design,

Spring Farm Campsite,

Spring Lodge,

Alrose Products Manufacture,

 Solid Wooden Furniture,

Full Circle Suppliers,

King Street Secondhand Shop,

 The Ship Inn in Holt,

The Ship Hotel in Brancaster,

The Old Ship Inn,

Thetford Forest Park,

 The Broads,

Woodland Park Equestrian Centre (located on the edge of The Broads)

Larch Wood,

Westfields Poplar Farm,

Poplar Landscapes

Saturday 10 January 2015

Operation Anagram: Pamela Exall

Operation Anagram: Pamela Exall

Pamela Exall Rune Reading

Pamela Exall vanished on 27th August 1974, from Digleas Campsite, Snettisham, in Norfolk. Last seen at 11pm, she had been camping with her brother and friend when she went for a walk.

Pamela's family were shown jewelry in Tobin's possession. While they said it was not Pamela's, they did recognise it, which just plain confuses me as to how they did.

Remember, merkstave means on its side.

The first rune is Berkano. Birth, general fertility, physical and mental growth. Liberation. Promise of new beginnings, new growth. Arousal of desire, a love affair, beginning of a new business? From what I have read, Pamela appeared to be starting a new job and was 21, so that could be the idea of liberation. This could describe Pamela, a young woman about to start a new life in her new job. Remember, young women were just starting to do this sort of thing, before being expected in either part-time jobs or housewives.

The second rune is Perthro, merkstave. Addiction, stagnation, loneliness, malaise. Malaise means illness. Tobin would have been in his second marriage, which would last until 1976. Maybe he asked Sylvia Jeffries to come to Norfolk with him and she refused? The addiction could be an addiction to power over women. Illness, of course, is what Tobin faked after murdering. I am now certain that Tobin took Pamela.

The third rune is Kenaz, merkstave. Disease, breakup, instability, lack of creativity. Nakedness, exposure, false hope. The ‘breakup’ could be Pamela leaving her friends, the nakedness pretty obvious if she is a Tobin victim, but just think about Tobin’s previous crimes. He basically lured Angelika Kluk to the church garage; he gave a lift to Dinah McNicol. This could be the false hope. He could have been driving down the Norfolk wash and saw a young girl by herself; stopping and asking for directions, perhaps using a torch or the car headlamps with a map, then forcing her in. This seems likely.

The fourth rune is Algiz, merkstave. Hidden danger, consumption by divine forces, loss of divine link. Warning, turn away, that which repels. The hidden danger being what I described above. I sometimes think to tales when people avoid disaster due to small accidents or loud voices in their heads. It’s basically their choice if they ignore them, but the angels tell us when there’s danger ahead, if it isn’t our time. Maybe Pamela ignored the warnings? If so, she ended up a murder victim. I wonder how many other murder victims ignored the warning? It could even be just gut instinct telling her that she shouldn’t talk to strangers.

The fifth rune is Gebo, merkstave. Greed, loneliness, dependence, over-sacrifice. Toll, privacy, bribery. The greed and loneliness, of course, describe Tobin. From what I’ve seen, some serial killers depend on a female to help them; a wife, mother, in few cases a sister or friend. A woman to take care of them. This is where Tobin’s wife comes in. he could have been annoyed he didn’t have her in Norfolk. Dependence also comes in. The toll may be a physical toll, a road block. Privacy could, of course, be Tobin trying to find somewhere to assault Pamela, who could have been in the back tied up under a blanket or something, maybe in the trunk of the car. Bribery is interesting.

A physical bribe, asking to please get through the roadblock? Or maybe they saw something and Tobin bribed them? If so, they may have been a desperate, possibly low-income person. That person might still be alive.

The sixth rune is Thurisaz. Reactive force, directed force to destruction and defence, conflict. Eroticism, tending toward change, purging, male sexuality. When Thurisaz is reversed, this often indicates rape, but I’d say with Tobin, this is rape. I’d say that Tobin found somewhere to park and assault Pamela by now.
The seventh rune is Ehwaz, merkstave. A change craved, feeling restless or confined. Reckless haste, mistrust, betrayal. During assaults, the victims can feel confined, maybe physically confined. The mistrust and betrayal could be when she went near Tobin, perhaps thinking about it now. I feel sorry for her now; she must have felt dreadful.

The eighth rune is Nauthiz, merkstave. Constraint of freedom, distress, toil, necessity, extremity, want, deprivation, need, poverty, emotional hunger. Poverty, as I said with low-income, could be something to look at. At this point, Pamela is in distress and the need could be her desperation to escape or Tobin’s lust.

The ninth rune is the blank rune. Not historical, but may indicate that this is in the hands of the universe.
In summary, Pamela is Tobin’s victim, might be buried somewhere in Norfolk, as there was a big search for her and she hasn’t been found. But likely to be some way away from where she vanished.

I will now try to see where she is.

Cliff, either in name or an actual cliff, somewhere where physical work may go on, perhaps a farm. Remember the road block. Pear. Rent, could be a bed and breakfast? Elk or yew. Maybe somewhere with water? Blood, maybe donation or hospital? Goes with Tobin’s habit of feigning sickness. Prince. Furnish. Birch, crown. Poplar. Horse. Perhaps a small hotel or somewhere to stay?

The Cliff Hotel
Cliff Top Café
Cliff House Holiday Camp
Appleton Farm
Knight Hills Farm Shop
Churchfarm House Bed and Breakfast
David G Crown
Drove Orchards Ltd
Home Farm Stables
Whitehall Farm Bed and Breakfast
Manor Farm Guesthouse
Jex Farmhouse and Holiday Barns
Little Abbey Farm
Wiveton Hall Café
Back to the Garden
Cottage Farm Barns
Three Owls Farm Holiday Cottage
The Blakeney Cottage Company
Pearson Professional Centre
Tall Trees Bed and Breakfast
Twitchers Retreat Bed and Breakfast
Magazine Wood
Ashdene House
King William IV Country Inn and Restaurant
Rose and Crown B&B
The Queen Victoria
Holly House
St Anne’s Guest House
Ellinbrook Guest House
The Lodge
Ashleigh Lodge
Meadow Springs
The Orange Tree
Yew Tree Guest House
Castle Rising Dental Surgery
First Aid and Care Training
Boughton Doctors’ Surgery
Oakview CAHMS
King’s Lynn Corn Exchange
The Lord Nelson
Prince of India
The Prince’s Trust
Sandringham Estate
First Move Furnish Aid
Hector’s Barn
The Original Factory Shop
Callow Antiques
Edward Shepperd Furniture Restorer
Pine Parlour
Ancient Barn
NAKED Barn
iCube Storage Solutions
The Country Cabin
The Rose and Crown
Crown and Glory
The Crown Inn
The Crown Hotel
The Crown, Colkirk
The Crown Public House
White Horse Inn
Sussex Farm Stables
The Royal Studs
The White Horse Caravan Park
Mill Farm Holidays
Henry IV gastropub
Running Horse
White Horse Inn
Crown and Mitre

Operation Anagram: April Fabb

Operation Anagram: April Fabb


The first rune is Othala, merkstave. Lack of customary order, totalitarianism, slavery, poverty, homelessness, bad karma, prejudice, clannishness, provincialism, what a person can be bound to, in a contract.
This just confuses me. The idea of clannishness and provincialism, the two meaning the characteristics of a clan and one’s own group and provincialism meaning narrow-minded, or something from a province, a territorial unit, could make me think that April was someone who’d been ‘country’ and possibly never left Norfolk in her life. Also, these were the 1960s and even though it happened after the Moors Murderers, she was in a carefree place, where it didn’t seem bad things would happen.

The second rune is Uruz, reversed. Weakness, obsession, directed force, domination by others, sickness, ignorance, lust, brutality, rashness, violence.

These could easily describe both Tobin and Black, but the sickness makes me think again of how Tobin faked illness after a murder. Tobin, at the time I believe, also had some control over what would become his first wife, but at the very least, I believe he killed before. The idea of obsession is that Tobin didn’t plan to take Vicky and Dinah. He just saw two innocent young girls he could take advantage of. The ignorance could have been April deciding to stop to let her kidnapper through or  going back when noticing the vehicle was close to her.

The third rune is Ehwaz, reversed. A change might be craved, feeling restless or confined in a situation, reckless haste, disharmony, mistrust, betrayal. It’s interesting to note that ehwaz means ‘horse’ or ‘two horses’, transport.

This could be that Tobin had had older women before; Esther Mersy was 27, Patricia Docker, the first Bible John victim, was 26. This would have been a much younger victim, someone easy to control physically. He could have a yearning to have wanted a younger victim. The betrayal could be Tobin tricking April, perhaps asking for directions to a town or petrol station, before pulling her in, or maybe, if he’d started seeing his girlfriend yet, a sort of relationship betrayal.

The fourth rune is Isa. A challenge or frustration, psychological blocks to thought and activity, a time to turn inward and wait for what is to come. This rune enforces runes around it.
Some time before I did a reading for April, I pulled a single rune out asking where she was. I got Isa. That meant she is dead, sadly.

Maybe, as I said, being a country girl, she simply sat still and waited. Maybe he had a weapon. Maybe she was scared and waited. This IS how some rape victims react, not all fight back. The girl waited for her fate.
I cannot imagine how terrified April must have been. They didn’t teach sex education in the sixties and like I said, she’d probably never left Norfolk in her life and this was the sort of place I guess people left their doors unlocked. It would have been the same for the victims of the Moors.

The fifth rune is Thurisaz, merkstave. Danger, defencelessness, hatred, torment, spite, lies. A bad man or woman. Wherever April went after being picked up, she would have been assaulted almost immediately. Most children that are abducted are likely to be abused within three hours. The torment may be actual torment, or mental. Something horrible that makes me think it is Tobin is he physically tormented his first wife, so much that she was unable to have children.

The sixth rune is Raidho, merkstave. Crisis, rigidity, stasis, injustice, irrationality, disruption, dislocation, possibly death. The rigidity could be her actual body going rigid, the injustice is obvious, but dislocation could either mean her body being moved from where she died or what he did with his first wife. Another reason to make me say her murderer is Tobin.

The seventh rune is Kenaz, merkstave. Disease, breakup, nakedness, exposure, loss of illusion and false hope. It might be an indication that April will be found without her clothes, but also that maybe she realised she was dead. She might have told herself it was fine, she wasn’t dead, but realised what really happened. This can happen, especially if they die quickly or murdered.

The eighth rune is Nauthiz. Delays, restrictions, resistance leading to strength, distress, confusion, conflict and the power of will to overcome them. Survival, determination, accepting one’s fate, patience, self-initiated change. This could go back to her thinking that if she did what her kidnapper said, he wouldn’t hurt her. But it could be road restrictions. After all, a lot of people were in East Anglia over the bank holiday. Her murderer may have been distressed and desperate to get away, giving themselves patience in waiting in lines. The self-initiated change again makes me think of Tobin, as this would be a change of killing outside his ‘comfort area’ of Glasgow and to aim for younger victims.

Something interesting to note when looking at possible Tobin victims is they get younger over time. For instance, Patricia Docker was 26, Jemima McDonald, the second Bible John victim, was 32, Helen Puttock was 29. Barbara Mayo was 24. But near the end of the line, Louise Kay was 18, as was Dinah McNicol. The two victims in 1993 were 14. It is entirely possible that taking April made Tobin decide he could take teenage victims – Jackie Ansell-Lamb, just under a year later, was 18.

The last rune is Ingwaz. Male fertility, gestation, internal growth. Common virtues, common sense, simple strengths, family love, caring. The home. Rest stage. A time of relief, no anxiety, a time to move in a new direction. The home makes me think that the reason April has not been found is she is buried in or near Tobin’s home in early 1969. The rest stage also makes me think that his desire was fulfilled and he had satisfied his urges. Male fertility could connect to his sexuality; internal growth to confidence. After all, if I am right, this was Tobin’s third murder and now he would be confident. As I said, the new direction was younger victims.

As such, I will list possible places both in Norfolk and Glasgow.

Iron, rain, clouds, beast, moors. Giant, cliff, thorn. Funeral homes. Flame. Prince. Burn. Frost, heart, salvation. Glass. Wave. House. Sea. East.

Norfolk

The Iron House, Kontorded Iron, Iron Mountain Office Services, Iron Mountain Shredding Service, Natural Heating, The HandleShop, The Coltswold Company, Abfab Blacksmiths, The Iron Maidens. Wex Photographic, Rain Computers, Cloud Nine Beauty Salon, Norfolk Coast AONB, The Blakeney Cottage Company, The Broads. Moor Farm Stable Cottages, Hoseasons Holidays. Moor View, Tile Giant, Giant Imaging, Julia’s Giants. The Cliff Hotel, Cliff Top Café, Cliff Park Community Church, Cliff Park Contractors. Cliff Cottage, Kiln Cliffs Caravan Park, Cromer and District Funeral Services, Peter Taylor Funeral Services, Flame Kebab House, Prince of Wales pub in Norwich, The Prince Hotel, New Frost Hall, FW Frost Engineers, William Frost Way Longwater Business Park, Frost A in New Road, Frost and Uglow and Boorman, British Heart Foundation, Sentiments from the Heart, Heart ‘n Soul Coaching, Salvation Army, Salvation Army Church, Langham Glass, Norfolk Insulation Services, Fakenham Windows and Conservatories, Sound Wave Marketing, Kett Country Cottages, Dormy House Hotel, Cyprus Anytime, Andover House Hotel and Restaurants, Barnard House, The Lion Inn, Fisherman’s Return, Three Horseshoes, The Crown Hotel, Boxwood Guesthouse, St Michael’s House.

Glasgow

Iron Horse
Iron Mountain
Iron Mountain Ltd
Rain-shine
Cloud 9 Beauty Salon
Cloud Nine Health
Cloud 9
Iomart
Cloud Nine Celebrations
Glasgow Deal
Carrot Moor Farm
Langlands Moss Local Nature Reserve
Moorfoot Avenue
Bonnyton Golf Club
Lanark Moor Country Park
Clyde Muirshiel Regional Park
Moor Road
Tile Giant
Giant on Dumbarton Road
O2 ABC Glasgow
Menzies Glasgow Hotel
Cliff Technologies Ltd
Silver Rose Funeral Directors
Hot Flame World Buffet
Southern General Hospital
Prince and Princess of Wales Hospice
The Prince’s Trust
Prince Edward Street
Princess Royal Maternity Hospital
The Prince’s Scottish Youth Business Trust
Moorpark Youth Centre
Garscadden Park
Burn Terrace
Burnfield Road
Burnside Hotel
Burn Stewart Distillery
Frost Pack
Scotchfrost
British Heart Foundation
Heart of Gold
Chest Heart and Stroke
Immaculate Heart of Mary
Salvation Army Church
The Salvation Army
Glassford Street
Independent Glass
Murphy Waves Ltd
Wave PR Ltd
Waverley Gardens
Paddle Steamer Waverley
Graphical House
Trades House
Mansion House
Golden Sea
Subsea 7
Deep Sea World
East Kilbride
Evans Halshaw Vauxhall
Glasgow East Women’s Aid
East End Healthy Living Centre
East Renfrewshire Council