Sunday 31 May 2015

John David Gosch

John David Gosch


Now, for the first American case. Most of you will be familiar with Johnny Gosch.

Johnny disappeared from Des Moines, Iowa, on September 5th 1982. He was twelve years old. There is a conspiracy theory that Gosch was taken for a government conspiracy ring, one which possibly involved pedophilia.

But I am NOT going to see if the THEORIES are true. I’m going to see what happened to Johnny.

The first rune is Fehu, merkstave. Loss of personal property, esteem, or something put into an effort to keep. Some sort of failure. Greed, cowardice, stupidity, slavery, bondage.

Maybe the personal property was Johnny’s newspapers, or Johnny himself for his parents? Perhaps he noticed he was being followed and tried to run or get attention? Failing to get away.

The slavery and bondage idea makes me think of a Stockholm situation, maybe one that he is still in emotionally?

The second rune is Isa, merkstave. Dullness, blindness, treachery, illusion, betrayal, ambush, plots. Maybe he was ambushed as he made his way there? Or someone he thought he trusted had a hand in this? I’m not suggesting anything, but most crimes are committed by people the victim knows.

Followers will know that before I did a reading for Suzanne Lawrence, I got this rune. This meant she is now dead. I do not know if this is the truth for Johnny, but I am just putting this out there. Anyway, I have not felt, whenever I see his picture, of him dying as a child.

The third rune is Sowilo, merkstave. False goals, bad counsel, gullible, justice, ending vanity. Could this perhaps be a future in store? The idea of ‘bad counsel’ reminds me of the theory, but I am NOT SUGGESTING ANYTHING!

The justice could one Johnny will come home one way or another, so this is something positive.

It’s interesting that the two runes were ‘ice’ and ‘sun’. Maybe this could refer to a contrast of yin and yang, total opposites in close proximity, how different his home life and life after the abduction are? Someone who appears to be good but is bad, or vice versa? Or maybe I’m just thinking too much into it.

The fourth rune is Kenaz. Vision, knowledge, creativity, harnessed power, fire of transformation and regeneration, to create your own reality, open to new strength, energy and power as of now. Passion, sexual love.

Another fire one. Interesting. Maybe this is emotional strength Johnny is experiencing by being with these people? The sexual love does indicate pedophilia, but maybe he is not showing emotion, a ‘stiff upper lip’? (Which were actually invented by the Americans, by the way)

The fifth rune is Nauthiz, reversed. Constraint of freedom, distress, hard work, want, need, emotional hunger.

As would any child in this situation, I feel Johnny wants to go home. Maybe he is physically tied up on the way to wherever he was taken. The hard work by his captors or Johnny trying to escape? He wants to go home.

The sixth rune is Perthro, merkstave. Addiction, loneliness, depression. The abductor? Maybe Johnny himself after living with this for so long? Johnny could now be the strange guy you see at a bar who comes in once a week; the guy who refuses to share his past, even though you’ve known him for years; the guy who works with you that said he used to live in Iowa or the Midwest and won’t talk about it?

These could be just the tip of the iceberg or what could have happened to him. I could describe any missing person.

The seventh rune is Mannaz, merkstave. Depression, mortality, blindness, cunning, slyness, manipulation, craftiness, calculation. The cunning and slyness could mean the abductor. The craftiness especially if it is a pedophilia ring. Blindness...can Johnny no longer see? Just a suggestion.

Depression comes up again. Perhaps he is feeling depressed that he has missed out on so much with his family? This probably increased if he saw his mother again in 1997, as she claimed. How must he have felt, if he did visit? Knowing that he could never live with her again?

It pains me to say this, but perhaps that made Johnny start drinking or do something like that. He may have a criminal record under another name for being under the influence.

If that is true, it could be a start.

The eighth rune is Thurisaz, merkstave. Danger, defencelessness, betrayal, torment, lies. Rape.

Again, all the pedophilia ring allegations. I feel as if this is a really sad circumstance and that Johnny is a victim of injustice. If he is alive, then he could be depressed, maybe in an institution. He would also be a victim of rape and wouldn’t be able to tell anyone.

For his sake, I hope we find him before it’s too late.

The last rune is the blank rune. Historically, it was not used but can mean this is in the hands of the universe.

So, I feel as if Johnny is not living happily, if he is alive, and his abductor got away. If his abductor is still alive, I genuinely hope he is found and punished soon.

So, where is he?


Wealth. Giant. Children. Flame. Princes. Ice. Earth. Heavens. Sun. Divine. Decree. Horse. Rich men. Work. Heart. Salvation. Children of men.

Operation Anagram - Jill Barnard

Jill Barnard

Jill Barnard Runic Reading


Aside from a small mention in a Daily Mail article, a description of her on the above-mentioned site and the fact she may be Scottish, I know almost nothing about nineteen-year-old Jill.

She was 19 when she vanished sometime in October 1977, from London. She had been due to go flat-hunting with her sister, but never turned up. Jill was five foot four, brown hair, medium build.

Because of her physical description and the time she vanished, I suspect Peter Tobin may have murdered her. We do not know Tobin’s whereabouts at that time, but I believe at the time of another victim’s murder (coincidentally, she was also named Jill; Jill Brown, 1978) he may have lived in Essex. This disappearance was in January 1978 – only two months after Ms Barnard was seen.

The first rune is Thursiaz. Reactive force, directed force of destruction, conflict. Eroticism, a need for change. Male sexuality.

Maybe this is going straight to her attacker? Maybe she was simply dragged in? Doesn’t sound like Tobin. Maybe she realised something was wrong and she tried fighting back?

The second rune is Hagalaz, merkstave. Natural disaster, catastrophe, loss of power, stagnation. Pain, loss, suffering. Sickness, crisis. So, she’s already with whoever took her. Or maybe she was going through a hard time in her life?

This is a very difficult reading since I have been unable to find almost anything about her, expect she is a suspected Tobin victim. Even her photograph on the Daily Mail wasn’t very clear. So this is why I need to put this out there – if someone who knew Jill comes across this, maybe the puzzle will be solved?

The third rune is Nauthiz, reversed. No freedom, distress, hard work, negligence.  Necessity, deprivation, poverty, emotional hunger. Maybe this could mean Jill and her abductor?

The ‘necessity’ could be the desire for sex. Tobin would have divorced the previous year from Sylvia Jeffries – I am unsure of the date – and he may have killed Brenda Evans in Cheshire on 7th October that year.

This is why I need the date of Jill’s disappearance. If he ran away to Cheshire shortly after killing Jill, he could have come across Brenda. Knowing when people vanish is VERY IMPORTANT, not just for psychics, but the police.

The fourth rune is Tiwaz. Honor, justice, leadership, authority. Victory and success in legal matters. Could this mean that she will face justice? It’s almost forty years, but this could possibly be solved.
After all, Jennifer Cardy’s murder was solved after 30 years; Tammy Alexander has been identified after 35. It’s possible.

The fifth rune is Ingwaz, merkstave. Movement without change, production, labor, work. Could this mean either an attempt to escape, or perhaps even anyone trying to look for her?

Work, perhaps digging a grave?

The sixth rune is Kenaz, reversed. Disease, instability, nakedness, exposure, loss of illusion, false hope. Perhaps Jill knows her time has come. Maybe she lay by the grave as he dug it?

It’s a terrifying, horror-movie thought, but it is possible to be near your grave while it’s being dug.
I think she must have known no-one would help her now. I can’t imagine how terrible she must have felt, probably her life flashing before her before she was even killed.

The seventh rune is Raido, merkstave. Crisis, rigidity, irrationality, disruption, dislocation, death. She has gone now. The rigidity could be drink or drugs, fear, mortification?  The dislocation reminds me of Dinah being bent double when she was buried.

Was her killer perhaps disrupted while her grave was being dug? Tobin was spotted as he dug Dinah’s grave by a neighbour. He lied and said he was digging a sandpit for his son. Could perhaps a similar event have happened?

Maybe even, as I said the January 1978 murder was not long after, perhaps both girls are buried in the same place!

The eighth rune is Berkano, merkstave. Family problems and domestic issues. Anxiety about someone close. Loss of control, blurring of consciousness, deceit, stagnation.

I feel she is thinking, rightfully, about loved ones, before the blurring of consciousness caused by her following the light. The domestic issues could point to the fact that she was looking for a new place?

All in all, I feel that this poor young woman was abducted and likely killed not long after. But there could be justice and she might be found.

Now, for where she is.

Sharp. Thorn. Horse. Journey (train station?) riding. Car or van rental? Disease. Hospital. Flame, burn. Hail. Cold. Serpent. Vault. Bank? Heart, salvation (Heart Foundation or Salvation Army?). star. Prince. Night. Birch. Crown? Sea.

Cecil Sharp House
Estate Agent Holland Park Avenue
Huggins Edward and Sharp
Houlton and Sharp, Battersea
Sharp Courier Service
Royal Windsor Horse Show
Flying Horse Jeans
Eastminster Riding School
Stag Lodge Stables
Olympia Horse Show
The Horse Rangers Association
Redwings Horse Sanctuary
Kingston Riding Centre
Earl’s Court
Victoria Station
Thornton Heath
Borehamwood
East Tilbury
Brentwood
Woodford
St Pancreas International
East Croydon Station
Alexandra Palace
Windsor & Eton Riverside
Kingston Station
Crystal Palace
Elephant and Castle
Battersea
City Inter Rent, Poplar Place
The Crown, Grove Road
The Crown Hotel
The Crown Tavern