Tarot Spread: Megan Garner

The information below is piled from the Charley Project.

Megan was last seen in a playground near her family's residence in the 4600 block of Paluxy Drive in Tyler, Texas on March 27, 1991 at approximately 11:00 a.m. She was accompanied by her brother and cousin at the time. The other children turned away from Megan for a few moments and she disappeared. She has never been seen again. Few details are available in her case. 

The information below is piled from the Charley Project.

I can find little information on Megan. But from what I can see, she appears to be a cheerful child. Let us hope that there will be a happy ending for this girl.

1.       Knight of Swords. Travel, migration, change of residence, taking action, clever, energetic, spontaneous, a tour guide, actor, soldier, electrician or someone working in marketing and promotions or professional sports.

This card focuses on the topic at hand. The idea of travel and a change of residence, as opposed to someone leaving, implies to me that Megan was taken by someone intending to keep her. There are pyramids in the card, but I doubt that she went all the way to Egypt. There’s a Palestine, which is not too far from Tyler, and a Sudan. Maybe she’s in Memphis?

2.       Strength. Inner strength, self-assurance and self-control, lacking courage, enjoying power, sex, lust, potency, confidence without arrogance, compassionate.

The lustful part of this card worries me, especially as the second card represents Megan’s obstacle. However, it could simply mean that she might have been TOO confident. This card can refer to people who work as animal trainers, negotiators, circus performers or animal rescuers. The lion in the card makes me think again of the pyramids from the Knight of Wands. Perhaps they are connected in some way? There are also trees, a hill and a mountain the card. Could Megan be in close proximity to trees and a hill? I do not know how many mountains are in Texas, unless she was taken some distance from Tyler.

 

3.       Two of Cups, reversed. Separation, the end of a relationship, rejection, love withdrawn, falling out, business deals gone awry.

I think this refers to when Megan was taken from the playground. Either love was withdrawn from her by whoever took her, or she refused to love them if they took her to be their child. This card can refer to a couple, unrequited love or rejection or friendship. Could a couple have taken Megan? A hill comes up again, so perhaps she is near one.

 

4.       Ten of Wands, reversed. Some relief from tough circumstances, burdens being lifted, trying to fulfil obligations but failing, losing control, weightlifters, construction workers, rescue workers, lumberjacks.

There may have been some relief for Megan in this difficult time, as unlikely as it may seem at first. Maybe she was told that her family wanted to give her away. It would be easy to trick a three-year-old. Wands represent days or spring (she disappeared in March). Could Megan have been relieved after several days? The idea of construction workers makes me wonder for a moment if the ‘relief’ she received was bittersweet, but I truly hope not.

 

5.       Six of Cups. Pleasure, nostalgia, happy memories, gratification, family support, families and siblings, child minders, teachers, youth workers.

The card shows one child handing a cup other to another. Could there have been another child where Megan was taken, either at the time or after she arrived? Cups refer to summer and months. Was Megan in a – mildly – cheerful situation by the time summer arrived? This reading seems to be quite positive despite being about a missing toddler. While people looking to become parents tend to abduct newborns or very young babies, it is not out of the question for them to take someone Megan’s age. Or perhaps the family she came to live with did not know that she was kidnapped.

 

6.       King of Swords, reversed. Dictatorial, domineering, untrustworthy, cowardly, impatient.

This is what Megan had to work with. Her abductor may have been a man (although this does not rule out the possibility that she was taken to raise) and a cruel one at that. He could be a civil servant, doctor or a military officer. This may not be the person that took Megan, but someone that she has encountered after she was last seen. He was likely over forty in 1991. Swords tend to indicate people with grey or light hair and a light complexion.

 

7.       Queen of Pentacles. Motherly, caring, prosperity, luck in business, a teacher, cook, works with animals, someone with an affinity for gardening and nature.

This card represents the Querent, in this case Megan. This card COULD mean that she has grown up as a Queen usually means a woman over the age of eighteen years (Megan would be 33 as of this reading), sometimes with dark hair and brown eyes. If Megan grew up, this might described her physical appearance. While this card meant mean a woman involved in Megan’s abduction, the fact that the seventh card to be drawn symbolises the Querent, I would say that it is more likely that this card represents Megan herself. She might be an Earth Mother, someone who spends time outdoors, often into health and exercise. If she works then she may be a multi-tasker and is organised and reliable.

 

8.       King of Wands, reversed. Bossiness, self-righteous, smooth-talking con artist, shameless, possibly optimistic, a businessman, energetic and far too charismatic.

This card points towards features in Megan’s environment. He might have fair or red hair and blue eyes. This is someone in close proximity to Megan. Whether he is involved in her disappearance or not, I am uncertain, but he is definitely within close range of wherever she is at the present time. Lions and lizards are illustrated on the King’s throne, which makes me think that these animals are somehow connected to him.

 

9.       Six of Swords. Mental clarity, ideas coming together, using your intellect, an inner journey of discovery or an actual journey, possibly over water. Travellers, teachers, mentors, tour guides, travel agents.

This card signifies Megan’s hopes and fears. This card might mean that she will travel home over water, or has travelled somewhere overseas. Egypt again pops into my mind. Perhaps she wishes to travel, or wants to be a tour guide or a travel agent. The inner journey of discovery might mean that she wishes to know more about her past, if she is adopted or believes that those looking after her are not her parents. If she is, then I hope that she comes across a genealogy website.

 

10.   Eight of Swords, reversed. Being released from obligations, taking steps to empowerment, overcoming fear, seeing the situation clearly, finding freedom.

This is an extremely cheerful card to end this reading on. The woman in the card is blindfolded, but if she could see, then she will notice that she is in no danger. Perhaps Megan, now that she would be an adult, could finally get away from her abductors – if they are still ‘caring for her’ – and will see the situation clearly. Perhaps she will find a genealogy website. All in all, I believe that this means that Megan will come home.

Tarot Spread: Jillian Cutshall

I have decided to go from runes to the tarot. I shall still use runes from time to time, but for now I will be using the tarot.

My apologies for being absent for five years.

This spread will be focused on Jillian Cutshall, who was nine years old when she was last seen in Norfolk, Nebraska on August 13th 1987. The information below is piled from the Charley Project.

'Jillian was last seen at approximately 6:30 a.m. on August 13, 1987 in Norfolk, Nebraska. Her parents are divorced and she lived in Grand Bend, Kansas with her mother, Joyce Cutshall, and her brother.

She was visiting her stepmother and her father, Roger Cutshall, in Norfolk when she disappeared. They lived in McNeely Apartments. She didn't like to stay in their apartment alone, so when they left for work early that morning, she started walking to her babysitter's residence four blocks away.

Jillian never arrived and has not been seen again. Her babysitter assumed she'd decided to stay home, and she wasn't missed until after 3:00 p.m., when her stepmother went to the babysitter's home to pick her up and found out she wasn't there.

Three months after her disappearance, her clothes, shoes and keys were found in the Wood Duck Wildlife Refuge in Stanton, Nebraska, ten miles from her father's home.

In 1988, a tip led Joyce to David C. Phelps, a man who lived in Roger's apartment building and had met Jillian. Police interviewed him twice in the spring of 1988.

In the second interview, he told a detective he had been molesting children since he was in his teens and preferred blonde girls between the ages of four and six. He described six incidents of sexual contact with girls. Charges were never filed in connection with any of the alleged assaults.

Phelps stated he liked Jillian's blue eyes, but that she was "too old" for his liking.

In January 1989, a private investigator hired by Joyce drove Phelps to the wildlife refuge where Jillian's clothes were found. Later that day, Phelps gave a statement to a television crew the investigator had waiting and stated that he and another neighbor, Kermit Baumgartner, who had a record for sexual assault, took Jillian to the refuge.

Phelps described the child's clothes and undergarments correctly and said he held her down while Baumgartner molested her. He stated he became nervous and left Baumgartner and Jillian alone in the refuge and drove back home, and he never saw the child again.

Baumgartner denied having had anything to do with Jillian's disappearance and he has never been charged in connection with it. When police interviewed Phelps, he recanted his previous statements, stating they were coerced by the private investigator.

He was released without charge, as authorities didn't think they had enough evidence. Both men left the state shortly afterwards; Baumgartner went to California and Phelps to Iowa.

Joyce started a petition drive that forced a grand jury to convene and open an investigation. The grand jury indicted Phelps for abduction with intent to commit sexual assault. He was convicted in the spring of 1991 and sentenced to life in prison without the possibility of parole.

No one has been charged with causing Jillian's death, although she was declared legally dead after Phelps's conviction. She has never been located.'

It seems as if this might be an open-and-shut case, albeit without a body. However, I shall try my best to be fair about this situation.

1.       Four of Swords, reversed. Refusal or inability to make a decision, forced exile, isolation, being unable to rest, insomnia, healing.

This seems to be quite an unpleasant card to start a reading off with. As this card may represent the present time, the forced exile could mean Jillian being taken from her home. Being unable to rest could have different interpretations whether she is dead or alive – it could mean that her spirit is unable to rest, or that she is unable to enjoy herself for fear of someone or something. Her kidnapper, perhaps?

 

2.       The Lovers, reversed. A broken affair or relationship, fear of commitment, business failing and going awry, one partner leaving the other.

This card represents Jillian’s obstacle; her abductor. Could he perhaps have been angry with his significant other and decided to take his anger out on a female? This may seem far-fetched, but it has happened before. The number six appears with the Lovers.

 

3.     The Magician, reversed. Deceit, a con artist, abuse of power, stagnation, ill intentions, manipulation, fake skill-set.

I think this card might indicate her abductor. He could have tricked Jillian. Maybe he knew her parents, or her babysitter. Maybe he had seen her around. Something interesting is that the Magician’s count is 9, the age Jillian was when she went missing.

 

4.       Seven of Pentacles, reversed. Failure in business, fruitlessness, a turn in either direction, fear of success, self-sabotage. It might mean a planner, farmer, long term investor, garden centre worker, plant grower or tree surgeon.

Could Jillian’s abductor have had one of these jobs? A turn in either direction makes me wonder who this would have benefited. Jillian, or her abductor? Most likely her abductor, but what does that mean for Jillian?

 

5.     Justice, reversed. A miscarriage of justice, adjournment, lies and hypocrisy, legal flaws, making or receiving the wrong decision.

I am said to say that it looks as if there has been a miscarriage of justice. I thoroughly believe that the two men accused of killing Jillian could indeed be guilty. They were eventually released without charge, which is what this card could refer to. HOWEVER, the tarot picks up on anything surrounding a question, so this may not be the case, although the fact that Justice is featured in this reading causes me to believe this.

 

6.       Eight of Pentacles, reversed. Wasting resources, a poor effort, cheating, leaving education unfinished, slovenly work.

Yes, I think that the Tarot is referring to the investigation following the arrest of the two suspects. As the sixth card represents the future, I wonder if this means that there will be further problems at hand. I just feel sorry for Jillian.

 

7.      The Emperor. Authority, order, structure, leadership, father, ambition, firmness with yourself and others, rational thought, responsibility, stability.

As the seventh card represents the person in question, I think this refers to Jillian herself. Was she a rational and responsible child? Or could this card imply that she loved her father very much? The Emperor connects to fire, the number 4 and is related to Death.

 

8.       The Empress, reversed. Laziness, creative or business stagnation, wasting resources, financial difficulties, problems within the home, depression, laziness.

This card refers to the environment around the Querent, in this case Jillian. The problems within the home might connect to the fact that her parents were divorced. Did they have any financial difficulties? The idea of wasting resources comes up again. The Empress is shown in a field of corn or wheat, near a river and a forest. Perhaps Jillian is near or in a place with these geographical features. This card connects to the element earth and the planet Venus. However, when it comes to the Empress, timing is according to conditions. The planetary trump for the Empress is also a 9, perhaps a distinct reminder that Jillian did not survive her encounter.

 

9.      The Hanged Man, reversed. In limbo, narrow minded, re-entering life, inability to release, holding back.

The Hanged Man is ruled by the Empress, the previous card in this reading. The ninth card always refers to hopes and fears. Maybe Jillian is in limbo and doesn’t want to move on until justice is served. The sad fact is that I do not know if this will be the case.

 

1   Death, reversed. Delayed endings, resistance to letting go, depression, repeating mistakes.

This is a tragic card to end a reading with, particularly in the case of someone so young. I think that this might point towards the fact that if Jillian’s case is reopened, law enforcement might make the same mistakes regarding the culprits. If this is true, then perhaps Jillian will never be found. BUT I do not give up easily and neither should those who are actively searching for Jillian. The Hanged Man offers some hope in the form of ‘re-entering life’, which may mean that Jillian is able to move on from what happened to her at some point. This COULD mean that her body will be found, or if that is impossible, closure for her family.

Visions: April, Genette and Michaela

Visions: April, Genette and Michaela

If any frequent readers have been wondering about why I haven't posted many in the last few months, let me explain that I have been through a VERY bad time psychologically. I'm only posting because I had a vision during one of my few calm moments.

A few nights ago, when I had woken up before anyone else, about six o'clock or shortly after, I closed my eyes, listened to my CD and tried to sleep. I wasn't quite asleep and must have gone into meditation mode, because I could see the infamous photograph of missing Genette Tate.

I wasn't sure whether she was being pushed under the dashboard of the van or round the back, but gut tells me the former. Or pushed behind the seats. But the dashboard makes a lot of sense as any child, even one that wants to fight back, would find themselves trapped under the dashboard.

I also got a sense of '17' with hours possibly after. I also see 'fire' quite a bit with Genette, this time it was bright red. I used to assume it was because of her hair color, but when she disappeared (19th August) the constellation was Leo, which is a Fire Sign. Also, she disappeared six miles away from Ottery St Mary, where on Bonfire Night people run through the village with flaming tar barrels. Black used country roads and may have passed this area, even stopped here while taking Genette. Insane theory, but entirely possible given that if he turned back from Ottery St Mary, he'd reach the motorway.

So I'd say he held Genette for seventeen hours, putting her death at about 8am on 20th August. Maybe he didn't have a rush. After all, next day was a Sunday and maybe his delivery company closed on Sundays.

Now, April Fabb.

I got this thing about her standing near a car (possibly light green, not sure. Think Mr Bean color and make) and answering a question. I've had that for a really long time. But I just couldn't work it out.

As stated before, I have firm belief that Peter Tobin killed her. But, like the Moors victims, I think maybe he asked her in to show him somewhere. So her bicycle ended up there because it was placed there BY APRIL HERSELF!

I think that she was driven south, probably south-east, but still near Metton. Before Tobin showed his true colors.

Years ago, I think I had a picture of April, maybe bound, underneath a bush, undiscovered. I don't know if it was a vision or even April, but if she is found like this, it may steer suspicion toward Tobin.

Michaela Garecht was in slightly similar circumstances to Genette. In November 1988, she was abducted outside a grocery recovering her scooter in Haywood, California, 5,000 miles from both Genette and April. I received her vision while I was in a car in the dark.

I saw her, probably in the back of a car, heading south-west. Or maybe south by south-west. It was an interstate with a city skyline, but it was unbelievably faint; almost like looking at someone through the fog or with the sunset in your eye. It was in the corner of my eye.

I believe she went to a house in the suburbs. For years, I've been confused over whether she is dead or alive. Sometimes yes, sometimes no. Another blog stated she was dead, but that isn't what I think. Sylvia Browne said she was dead, but because of her track record, whenever she says a child is dead, I presume they are alive and vice versa.

But I remember her lying down by a kitchen unit. White. Looking up. Fire, again. Maybe a place name?

This is the most important bit. Maybe the 'dead' is because she called herself 'dead' - her previous life was 'dead'. Maybe, as with Jessyca Mullenberg, she genuinely forgot her old life. The flames could 'cleanse' her old life.

As with Shawn Hornbeck, I think her abductor tried to kill her. Maybe she agreed to block out her life to please him. Maybe she really DID think she was his sister/cousin/niece or something (he was probably too young to have a daughter)

I can believe this scenario.

When I was little, I had endless panic attacks and was mentally miserable and slightly unstable. As a result, aside from television and a few school lessons, I have almost no memory of my life between the ages of six and eleven.

How bad were my attacks and memory locks? Well, it could go anywhere from raging like an animal and attacking people to watching the same program all day.

Trust me, I have had help and I am now a well-adjusted person. I am sensible, I can be able to do things in public and I am beginning to have confidence in myself.

I am not crazy.

I am not a fraud like Sylvia Browne was accused was.

I really do believe I see missing and murder victims.

If you have any cases you would like to submit, see The Charley Project or Doe Network.

Operation Anagram: Jackie Ansell-Lamb

Jackie Ansell-Lamb

http://www.cheshiremagazine.com/Archives/lamb.html

Jackie Ansell-Lamb was killed on 8^th March 1970 or just after.

Jackie was eighteen years old when she was killed whilst hitchhiking north from London.

Her body was found on 14^th March 1970 by a farmer, in Square Wood, Mere, near Knutsford. After investigating, police found that a witness remembered a girl fitting her description getting into a car at Keele service station between four and five. She had worn a blonde wig, false eyelashes, a dark blue maxi coat and maroon patent boots.

Over the weekend that she vanished, 40,000 people went to Manchester’s European football match. A lot of people had travelled on the M6.

In 1990, DNA from the case matched up with the Barbara Mayo case. Barbara was killed six months later; she had been hitchhiking north too.

Peter Tobin is considered a suspect.

As this was my first case for a victim known to have died, I asked what happened on her last day.

The first rune is Thurisaz, merstave.

Danger, defencelessness, betrayal, hatred, torment, lies. Rape.

This could be either her situation or the situation of hitchhikers themselves, especially the female ones. But I’d say that she let her guard down and she was ‘betrayed’ by her killer using her trust.

The second rune is Sowilo, merkstave. False goals, bad counsel, false success, loss of goals, 

destruction, justice. Wrath of God.

This is interesting.

Could the ‘goals’ mean Manchester? Her aim of getting there, obviously, but maybe the match? What was the score? Can any of you remember? Did a parent, grandparent, a friend, go to that match?

If you do, that could really help.

The justice could mean that this case will be solved. Jackie – and Barbara – will get justice.

The wrath of God could mean the killer getting a just punishment, but I am also reminded of the St Christopher medals in Tobin’s possession. St Christopher is the patron saint of travellers. It would make sense if a hitchhiker had one.

Could it belong to Jackie?

I want to do readings on the jewellery, but never really got round to it. In fact, I apologize for the length of time between readings. I have had a busy – and mentally stressful – life.

The third rune is Ehwaz, merkstave.

A change is craved, feeling restless or confined in a situation. Mistrust, betrayal.

The restlessness and confined in a situation makes me think. Could the restless be Jackie asking her kidnapper where they were going? Was she thinking they were going the wrong way? Was she annoyed that they weren’t getting anywhere? She could be irritated that they weren’t near where she wanted. Was she now anxious?

Or even, could she have been tied up by now? Tobin tied his victims with their bras. However, the Bible John victims weren’t found like that, so maybe he hadn’t started it yet.

The fourth rune is Kenaz, merkstave. Disease, instability, lack of creativity. Nakedness, exposure, false hope.

I assumed they are in a lay-by or somewhere private. Woodland? A car park? I’d say she had her clothes taken off. Was she found naked?

False hope may mean her thinking, was this man going the right way? She could have been telling herself she hadn’t made a mistake.

The fifth rune is Mannaz, merkstave.

Self-delusion, depression, cunning, slyness, manipulation, craftiness. Expect no help.

This could describe Tobin. He acted like a gentleman, but was nasty and violent. Somehow, he reminds me of Claude Duval, the highwayman who danced with a woman during a robbery.

The sixth rune is the blank rune, which could mean this is in the hands of the universe.

The seventh rune is Ingwaz, merkstave. Impotence, movement without change, production, toil, work.

Maybe she’s trying to get out. She knows what she’s in now.

The eighth rune is Raido, merkstave.

Crisis, rigidity, injustice, irrationality, disruption, possibly death. I’d say that she’s dead now and she may realise. Maybe she floats above as she wonders where she’s going – both on the road and perhaps, going to another plane.

The last rune is Jera.

A time of peacefulness and happiness. A promise of success earned. Life cycle, everything changes in time.

This one makes me feel sad and pleased. She finally realises what’s happened to her. Was there anyone waiting for her? Her life cycle is over, possibly all of her lives on Earth.

This poor girl has now had her life ended, in a most disgusting way, but the thing is, she’s at peace now.

If there’s anyone you want me to do a reading now, please write in the comments below.

John David Gosch

John David Gosch

http://www.johnnygosch.com/

Now, for the first American case. Most of you will be familiar with Johnny Gosch.

Johnny disappeared from Des Moines, Iowa, on September 5^th 1982. He was twelve years old. There is a conspiracy theory that Gosch was taken for a government conspiracy ring, one which possibly involved pedophilia.

But I am NOT going to see if the THEORIES are true. I’m going to see what happened to Johnny.

The first rune is Fehu, merkstave. Loss of personal property, esteem, or something put into an effort to keep. Some sort of failure. Greed, cowardice, stupidity, slavery, bondage.

Maybe the personal property was Johnny’s newspapers, or Johnny himself for his parents? Perhaps he noticed he was being followed and tried to run or get attention? Failing to get away.

The slavery and bondage idea makes me think of a Stockholm situation, maybe one that he is still in emotionally?

The second rune is Isa, merkstave. Dullness, blindness, treachery, illusion, betrayal, ambush, plots. Maybe he was ambushed as he made his way there? Or someone he thought he trusted had a hand in this? I’m not suggesting anything, but most crimes are committed by people the victim knows.

Followers will know that before I did a reading for Suzanne Lawrence, I got this rune. This meant she is now dead. I do not know if this is the truth for Johnny, but I am just putting this out there. Anyway, I have not felt, whenever I see his picture, of him dying as a child.

The third rune is Sowilo, merkstave. False goals, bad counsel, gullible, justice, ending vanity. Could this perhaps be a future in store? The idea of ‘bad counsel’ reminds me of the theory, but I am NOT SUGGESTING ANYTHING!

The justice could one Johnny will come home one way or another, so this is something positive.

It’s interesting that the two runes were ‘ice’ and ‘sun’. Maybe this could refer to a contrast of yin and yang, total opposites in close proximity, how different his home life and life after the abduction are? Someone who appears to be good but is bad, or vice versa? Or maybe I’m just thinking too much into it.

The fourth rune is Kenaz. Vision, knowledge, creativity, harnessed power, fire of transformation and regeneration, to create your own reality, open to new strength, energy and power as of now. Passion, sexual love.

Another fire one. Interesting. Maybe this is emotional strength Johnny is experiencing by being with these people? The sexual love does indicate pedophilia, but maybe he is not showing emotion, a ‘stiff upper lip’? (Which were actually invented by the Americans, by the way)

The fifth rune is Nauthiz, reversed. Constraint of freedom, distress, hard work, want, need, emotional hunger.

As would any child in this situation, I feel Johnny wants to go home. Maybe he is physically tied up on the way to wherever he was taken. The hard work by his captors or Johnny trying to escape? He wants to go home.

The sixth rune is Perthro, merkstave. Addiction, loneliness, depression. The abductor? Maybe Johnny himself after living with this for so long? Johnny could now be the strange guy you see at a bar who comes in once a week; the guy who refuses to share his past, even though you’ve known him for years; the guy who works with you that said he used to live in Iowa or the Midwest and won’t talk about it?

These could be just the tip of the iceberg or what could have happened to him. I could describe any missing person.

The seventh rune is Mannaz, merkstave. Depression, mortality, blindness, cunning, slyness, manipulation, craftiness, calculation. The cunning and slyness could mean the abductor. The craftiness especially if it is a pedophilia ring. Blindness...can Johnny no longer see? Just a suggestion.

Depression comes up again. Perhaps he is feeling depressed that he has missed out on so much with his family? This probably increased if he saw his mother again in 1997, as she claimed. How must he have felt, if he did visit? Knowing that he could never live with her again?

It pains me to say this, but perhaps that made Johnny start drinking or do something like that. He may have a criminal record under another name for being under the influence.

If that is true, it could be a start.

The eighth rune is Thurisaz, merkstave. Danger, defencelessness, betrayal, torment, lies. Rape.

Again, all the pedophilia ring allegations. I feel as if this is a really sad circumstance and that Johnny is a victim of injustice. If he is alive, then he could be depressed, maybe in an institution. He would also be a victim of rape and wouldn’t be able to tell anyone.

For his sake, I hope we find him before it’s too late.

The last rune is the blank rune. Historically, it was not used but can mean this is in the hands of the universe.

So, I feel as if Johnny is not living happily, if he is alive, and his abductor got away. If his abductor is still alive, I genuinely hope he is found and punished soon.

So, where is he?

Wealth. Giant. Children. Flame. Princes. Ice. Earth. Heavens. Sun. Divine. Decree. Horse. Rich men. Work. Heart. Salvation. Children of men.

Operation Anagram - Jill Barnard

Jill Barnard

Jill Barnard Runic Reading

http://z13.invisionfree.com/PorchlightEurope/ar/t2503.htm

Aside from a small mention in a Daily Mail article, a description of her on the above-mentioned site and the fact she may be Scottish, I know almost nothing about nineteen-year-old Jill.

She was 19 when she vanished sometime in October 1977, from London. She had been due to go flat-hunting with her sister, but never turned up. Jill was five foot four, brown hair, medium build.

Because of her physical description and the time she vanished, I suspect Peter Tobin may have murdered her. We do not know Tobin’s whereabouts at that time, but I believe at the time of another victim’s murder (coincidentally, she was also named Jill; Jill Brown, 1978) he may have lived in Essex. This disappearance was in January 1978 – only two months after Ms Barnard was seen.

The first rune is Thursiaz. Reactive force, directed force of destruction, conflict. Eroticism, a need for change. Male sexuality.

Maybe this is going straight to her attacker? Maybe she was simply dragged in? Doesn’t sound like Tobin. Maybe she realised something was wrong and she tried fighting back?

The second rune is Hagalaz, merkstave. Natural disaster, catastrophe, loss of power, stagnation. Pain, loss, suffering. Sickness, crisis. So, she’s already with whoever took her. Or maybe she was going through a hard time in her life?

This is a very difficult reading since I have been unable to find almost anything about her, expect she is a suspected Tobin victim. Even her photograph on the Daily Mail wasn’t very clear. So this is why I need to put this out there – if someone who knew Jill comes across this, maybe the puzzle will be solved?

The third rune is Nauthiz, reversed. No freedom, distress, hard work, negligence.  Necessity, deprivation, poverty, emotional hunger. Maybe this could mean Jill and her abductor?

The ‘necessity’ could be the desire for sex. Tobin would have divorced the previous year from Sylvia Jeffries – I am unsure of the date – and he may have killed Brenda Evans in Cheshire on 7^th October that year.

This is why I need the date of Jill’s disappearance. If he ran away to Cheshire shortly after killing Jill, he could have come across Brenda. Knowing when people vanish is VERY IMPORTANT, not just for psychics, but the police.

The fourth rune is Tiwaz. Honor, justice, leadership, authority. Victory and success in legal matters. Could this mean that she will face justice? It’s almost forty years, but this could possibly be solved.

After all, Jennifer Cardy’s murder was solved after 30 years; Tammy Alexander has been identified after 35. It’s possible.

The fifth rune is Ingwaz, merkstave. Movement without change, production, labor, work. Could this mean either an attempt to escape, or perhaps even anyone trying to look for her?

Work, perhaps digging a grave?

The sixth rune is Kenaz, reversed. Disease, instability, nakedness, exposure, loss of illusion, false hope. Perhaps Jill knows her time has come. Maybe she lay by the grave as he dug it?

It’s a terrifying, horror-movie thought, but it is possible to be near your grave while it’s being dug.

I think she must have known no-one would help her now. I can’t imagine how terrible she must have felt, probably her life flashing before her before she was even killed.

The seventh rune is Raido, merkstave. Crisis, rigidity, irrationality, disruption, dislocation, death. She has gone now. The rigidity could be drink or drugs, fear, mortification?  The dislocation reminds me of Dinah being bent double when she was buried.

Was her killer perhaps disrupted while her grave was being dug? Tobin was spotted as he dug Dinah’s grave by a neighbour. He lied and said he was digging a sandpit for his son. Could perhaps a similar event have happened?

Maybe even, as I said the January 1978 murder was not long after, perhaps both girls are buried in the same place!

The eighth rune is Berkano, merkstave. Family problems and domestic issues. Anxiety about someone close. Loss of control, blurring of consciousness, deceit, stagnation.

I feel she is thinking, rightfully, about loved ones, before the blurring of consciousness caused by her following the light. The domestic issues could point to the fact that she was looking for a new place?

All in all, I feel that this poor young woman was abducted and likely killed not long after. But there could be justice and she might be found.

Now, for where she is.

Sharp. Thorn. Horse. Journey (train station?) riding. Car or van rental? Disease. Hospital. Flame, burn. Hail. Cold. Serpent. Vault. Bank? Heart, salvation (Heart Foundation or Salvation Army?). star. Prince. Night. Birch. Crown? Sea.

Cecil Sharp House

Estate Agent Holland Park Avenue

Huggins Edward and Sharp

Houlton and Sharp, Battersea

Sharp Courier Service

Royal Windsor Horse Show

Flying Horse Jeans

Eastminster Riding School

Stag Lodge Stables

Olympia Horse Show

The Horse Rangers Association

Redwings Horse Sanctuary

Kingston Riding Centre

Earl’s Court

Victoria Station

Thornton Heath

Borehamwood

East Tilbury

Brentwood

Woodford

St Pancreas International

East Croydon Station

Alexandra Palace

Windsor & Eton Riverside

Kingston Station

Crystal Palace

Elephant and Castle

Battersea

City Inter Rent, Poplar Place

The Crown, Grove Road

The Crown Hotel

The Crown Tavern

Denise Pipitone

Denise Pipitone

Denise Pipitone is described as 'Italy's Madeleine McCann'. She was not quite four years old when she was last seen on 1st September 2004, in Mazara del Vallo, in Trapani in Sicily.

She wandered away at lunchtime from their house. Her aunt saw her at 11.45am, but she has not been seen after that.

On October 18th 2004, a security guard in Milan noticed some nomads in front of the bank he worked at. One of the girls looked like Denise, so he tried having a conversation with the child. But she didn't talk back. One of the women with her called to her, before the child answered, "Where are you taking me?"

The guard recorded this on his mobile.

Denise's mother said that that was her daughter in the video. The RIS, an Italian unit for scientific and forensic investigations, said the probability of the child being Denise was high, as the girl shared many facial traits with Denise.

The first rune is Ehwaz, merkstave. A change is craved, feeling restless or confined in a situation. Reckless haste, disharmony, mistrust, betrayal.

Maybe Denise was tired of her family? Every young child is at one time or another. How many times have you wanted to have different parents or wished they were dead? As Denise was not quite four when she vanished, this could be it.

The mistrust and betrayal makes me think that whoever took her perhaps lured her? Someone with the candy or puppy story? Or pretended they were neighbors or something? Saying that makes me think – which if someone, not necessarily her family, but maybe a neighbour, a friend’s parent, or someone from daycare or something, took her?

Elizabeth Smart was kidnapped by someone who’d worked at her house, the Wests killed their nannies and tenants. Even if it’s just a small acquaintance, abduction by someone the victim knows is far more common.

The second rune is Jera. The results of an effort are realized. A time of peace and happiness. Hopes and expectations, the promise of success, life cycle, everything changes in its own time.

Perhaps this is what her abductor feels? They may have tried to take an earlier child, or, if it was someone Denise knew, they had tried to take her before? Maybe they had a contract with someone, that they’d take a child for them?

Maybe the promise of success can also mean that one day, Denise will return?

The third rune is Thurisaz, merkstave. Danger, defencelessness, betrayal. Evil, malice, hatred, torment, lies. A bad person, perhaps rape.

It becomes clear that Denise realizes that she’s in danger now. Maybe whoever took her has shown their true colors, she wants to go home but they’re threatening her. Maybe they’ve stopped now, taken her home or to wherever they planned to go after abducting her?

Perhaps it’s a pedophile ring.

Unfortunately, combined with the other runes, this makes sense. The mistrust, the ‘stranger danger’ that is drummed into our heads from the minute we can walk and talk. Or maybe not, like I said, by abduction from someone they know.

It’s tragic that this sort of thing can happen. But we need to stop this sort of thing.

The fourth rune is Perthro. Uncertain meaning, a secret matter, a mystery. Hidden things. Initiation, knowledge of future matters. Feminine, feminine fertility, vagina.

Again, the idea of the pedophile ring comes up. Denise could now be locked away, the future matters could be her abductor or someone else planning to move her. After all, they can’t stay in the vicinity for long.

The fifth rune is Ingwaz. Male fertility, gestation, common sense, family love, caring, human warmth, the home. Rest stage, a time of relief, no anxiety.

Perhaps by now, Denise has been taken to a new home, or somewhere like one? I think back to the Steven Stayner case for this.

Steven was abducted aged seven in California in December 1972. He was taken by a man named Kenneth Parnell, who Steven mistook for a priest. He told Steven that his parents couldn’t afford to look after him anyone, moving around northern California with him. Steven was renamed Dennis and was sexually abused by Parnell. Steven only escaped in March 1980, after Parnell abducted a five-year-old. Steven escaped with him while Parnell was out.

Perhaps the same thing is happening here? If this is true, and Denise is moving around Italy or somewhere else in Europe, or beyond, maybe whoever has her will, like Parnell, decide their victim is getting too old? As of writing, Denise would be 14. Maybe her going into puberty or soon becoming a legal adult will make whoever has her decide to take another child?

If so, they may not be as lucky this time.

The sixth rune is Uruz, merkstave. Weakness, obsession, misdirected force, domination by others. Sickness, ignorance. Lust, brutality, rashness, violence.

I am reminded again of the Stayner case. Whether Denise is locked up in some cellar or attic, or whether she’s out there in some Italian high school, or wherever she lives, this guy – or maybe gal – who has her now (who MAY NOT have taken her), is mistreating her, sexually and possibly physically.

The seventh rune is Mannaz, merkstave. Depression, mortality, cunning, slyness, manipulation, craftiness. Expect no help now.

Could they be lying, tricking Denise into thinking her parents no longer wanted her? I don’t know what that poor little girl must have been feeling.

Taken from her family, abused and terrified. She probably doesn’t even remember her family any more, which makes this worse.

The eighth rune is Algiz. Protection, a shield. The urge to protect oneself or others. Defence, warding off, guardian. Following instincts. Keep hold of success. Awakening.

Could this one represent her future?

When someone else is abducted, will she offer herself to be abused instead of them? Could she now finally guess what happened to her?

If this is true, it is likely she WILL return. I CANNOT say for definite, but this reading looks as if this girl may be alive.

Now, for where she is.

Giant. Thorn. Water. Orchard? The countryside? Heavens, perhaps church? Horse. Probably by the ocean.

Giant S.r.l

Grand Hotel Faraglioni

Fountain of Giant

B&B Rose Garden

Villa Delle Rose

La Vie En Rose Di Giacalone Letizia

Cucinella Rose Ann

Regina Elena Delle Rose

Casa Vacanze Siino Delle Rose

Terra Delle Rose

Roseto degli Abruzzi

Roseto Capo Spuclico

Frutteto Place

Il Frutto della Passione

Antico Borgo Agriturismo

Andromeda Kite Surfer Heaven

Heaven Beach

Pura Estetica & Benessere

Residence Heaven, Via Torre

Settimo Cielo

Associazione Cieli Nuovi Terra Nuova

Parrocchia Madonna Dei Cieli

Condominio Cieli-Viola

Crazy Horse Saddlery